Brother said: let’s live a meaningful day! Yes, we should make today’s life meaningful. In fact, I often think: what is meaningful? This should be a philosophical question. But I think the day I spend in the way I like should be meaningful! Perhaps because of personality, most I am lonely. Although I am not afraid of loneliness, it is always bad, because long-term loneliness means isolation and self-satisfaction. In fact, this is not what I want. Fortunately, I know how to reflect on myself. I have always thought that weakness and desire for care are linked together. Because it is my fault in interpersonal relationship to refuse to care even if you refuse to be weak, or you can’t learn how to care. When my sister-in-law called me, I was a little surprised, but more moved. This deep gratitude! The habit of many years: buy yourself a favorite book on your birthday! In fact, I am still ignorant and inexperienced in how to read books and how to choose books. My world is too narrow, but good books can bring me a wider vision. When I was lonely, he was also my best friend accompanying me. Therefore, I have no reason not to like the growth and happiness brought by books. When I chose a soft book Pride and Prejudice published by Yilin for payment, I found there was some dirt on the cover and asked the cashier to change a new one. She replied to me unexpectedly: Sorry, these are all new. If you think this book is not good, you can choose the hardcover one, which has never been touched. In fact, dirt is a trivial matter, and what the cashier said is also a trivial matter. I can tolerate others’ Pride and Prejudice. I always feel that it is not myself when I eat half-cooked steak alone in such a large hall, because this is not the life I am used to and the way I eat. Fortunately, I was relieved by the light tone of Bandari. In a bit awkward, I also found that eating alone is still lonely. When sharing delicious food, you should still be with your friends! My husband has always forgotten my day. I didn’t want to remind him or complain about him. To be honest, my husband and I are really two different people. I disagree with his thoughts sometimes, and he will feel ridiculous about some of my behaviors. But we still lived together for 10 years and had quarrels, but we can always reach consensus in solving the common things at home. Sometimes, he would compromise with me, and sometimes I would take his decision as the result. Maybe we are complementary. Although we have less fun together, we are still suitable for living together. I think: Maybe I am not a good wife, but I must be a good mother! After finishing what I wanted to do, I went home to prepare dinner. Stewed white radish with stick bone and stewed potatoes with pork belly. I am always willing to cook it because Leer needs and likes it. Leer was out of school and saw the books she liked on the table. She was surprised, because the book I promised to buy was 10 days later. In fact, this was the agreement between Le ER and me: she insisted on not procrastination for 15 mornings, I bought him a different book. Today is the fifth day. I gave her a reward in advance. Of course she was happy. Every time I buy a book, I always bring a book to Le ER, and this time is no exception. When Leer asked me why: I told her that today is my mother’s birthday, and my mother’s happiness needs to be shared with her. My husband went home, Le er blamed my father for not buying birthday cake for my mother, and also said that my mother must make her happy today’s birthday! My husband remembered that today is my birthday. He didn’t apologize, but immediately took 500RMB from his pocket to let me buy what I liked. I didn’t receive the money, but said to him gently: this is not what I need. What I want is love and heart. The husband smiled and said: this is his love, his heart. Indeed, this is really my husband’s style! I just often feel sorry that his way of expressing love is always different from the love I want! In fact, as far as I am concerned, it doesn’t matter whether I can cut the cake or not, whether I want to accept gifts or not. I just want my man to keep me in his heart. Perhaps, this is harsh! In fact, this is also simple! Maybe I am really not a good wife, because I can’t be a good principal or a good student in this school of marriage! My brother made me live a meaningful life, but actually it also made me live a happier life! Indeed, when one can truly accept the imperfections in life, one can also find those real happiness in life! Brother, I think I am happy!

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