From July 2nd to now, I have been out for two months. During these two months, I spent most of my time in coffee shops and other time on the road, except sleeping. While sleeping is 1/3 of the time for people. Except for staying in a hotel in Nanjing for one night, I spent all other nights in the car. In the days when I was with the Stars and the moon, I felt a lot. I am a person who could live with the circumstances and survive under any circumstances. Just like my previous fascinating wandering days. I remember that in 1988, I was cheated out of money in Hubei. I drew pictures and moved bricks in small brick kilns. I walked from Suizhou to Wuhan and slept in many places during that time, on the wooden bench of the railway station, in the willow forest of Fuhe River, in the millet and grass piles at the corner of farmers’ basking ground, more of them were in farmers’ homes. I carried the easel drawing board alone, carrying the picture box, drawing while walking. Every day I walked twenty or thirty miles, walking and stopping, writing a lot of feelings and making many friends. I don’t know how the friends I met at that time are now? I arrived in Wuhan, at one end of the Yangtze River Bridge, looking at the Yellow Crane Tower from a distance. With a sigh, I turned around to the railway station, and then a turning point in my life began. Remember in 95 years, me riding a motorcycle, with son Bear Jane, from Guangyuan, aside drawing walked, along White Lake until Wenxian, that time I paint a lot of pictures, it’s a pity that everyone told others to leave. I was invited to eat and live in their home all the way, and never camped outside all night. The wandering mood is pleasant. Painting gives me endless enjoyment. In my life, I have never forgotten to draw, although I haven’t drawn most of the time, for such and such reasons. Although I couldn’t draw well by myself, I never thought that I would submit or sell my paintings, but every time I drew, some people would leave my paintings, I can’t even find the photos because I have left very few of them. But I don’t regret, because those moments that excite me will be remembered forever. I remember the appearance of May and June of this year. I drove Professor Dong and teacher Zhou from Hainan to sketch on Zeng Jia mountain in Guangyuan. In those days, the wind came and went in the rain, braving the hot summer and heavy rain, the scene of painting on the hillside, on the roadside and under the eaves of farmers is the life I want most. Painting in the daytime, watching stars and moon in the farmer’s yard dam with several teachers at night. The night in the mountains is fresh and a little cold. Let’s talk about our past and future together, I had the best talk with teacher Zhou Hehe. He and Professor Dong always wanted me to wander with them, but I always felt that there were still many things I couldn’t give up until they left, I didn’t dare to see them or call them. I don’t know where the two teachers are now, in Taihang? In northwest? Or wandering somewhere, they called me two times and asked me to fly over to wander with them, but I thought I I am a drag when I was with them, Because I have lost my paintings for more than ten years, I am afraid that my paintings can no longer be sold, so I did not go. At this moment, I am under the starry sky. I miss them and miss them very much. One day, I will go wandering with them. I am making preparations. There are also many wandering memories. Almost all the friends I met during the wandering have become lifelong missing. Just like Xiao Qi who I met this time in Zhangjiagang, a simple designer, who painted better than me and was envious. I am only a few drops of water, and I know my gap. However, we felt the same as before and became good friends. We spent almost every day together, drawing drawings while talking about all kinds of life experiences. We had tacit understanding like left hand and right hand. I will remember these things of these people, forever, in my heart. I have to go. I always come out and go to the place. I don’t know where to settle down tomorrow, but I know that when the moon rises, maybe there will be a moment when we think of each other and the goodness of each other. In my heart, there will always be something leading me to wander. My heart is wandering in a distant place, running faster than my legs forever. It makes me find my dream forever. I have been used to living a free life. These days let me relax, let me really understand myself, what I want to do, what I don’t want to do, and let my heart go, I don’t want to end my journey like this. I will keep going.

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Standing at the end of June and overlooking July, my heart was full of melancholy, satisfaction and expectation! Maybe June was filled with too many hardships and helplessness, but I was really tired and tired, so I especially looked forward to that long summer vacation. July arrived quietly. It seemed that there was a trace of vitality in my heart just like others, and the smile quietly floated on my brow. It was gentle, shallow, and I still didn’t want to talk, letting the beauty of silence and Grace flow in my heart. qi yue, scorching sun, rain. There will still be a trace of melancholy in my heart, which may come from my daughter’s failure in the exam or something else. Anyway, I can’t say it clearly. I can sleep till I wake up naturally every day, do what I want to do every day, and return myself to my children completely every day. During the whole vacation, I was thinking about my daughter’s words: Mom, you can’t blame me for this failure. You should ask yourself how much you care about me?! Yes, throughout June, I was already unable to do what I wanted, so I had no energy to take care of her study. Sitting there quietly, she didn’t say anything, neither did I. Originally I am wanted to comfort her, but this time she didn’t cry unexpectedly, and I don’t see any sign of wanting to cry! Mom, I spent three days to finish the summer vacation arranged by my teacher, and then you make up a missed lesson for me. I have to learn the content of Grade 6 in advance! I will accompany her every day in the future, quietly watching her doing “summer vacation life” and doing exercise books. Seeing other children playing freely outside, she would occasionally raise her head and look, her eyes full of envy. I envy others’ good grades and others’ worry-free and unfiltered. At this time, I will feel guilty, put away all my thoughts and the remaining romance in my heart, and return myself to my daughter completely, because I knew I didn’t do well enough for my daughter. I felt a little helpless this July, but it was very fulfilling and happy. My daughter grew up day by day and also experienced what she should have experienced during her growing up, no matter success or failure is the wealth of her own life. Maybe all the trenches and obstacles should be passed by herself, because only after trying can she accumulate more. My daughter suffered too much coldness, ridicule and disappointment during this holiday ……. but she didn’t cry. She still smiled to welcome the new sun every day and described the pictures she liked with the greatest enthusiasm, with the greatest patience to do her handcraft …… I suddenly found that there were many things on my daughter that others didn’t have! I believe that my daughter must have gained a lot this July, just like the wish we made together on the day of the holiday ____ we will have a full and happy summer vacation. After suffering from the illness in June, the sunshine in July is particularly bright. My daughter’s studiousness and bright smiling face bring me new strength every day, every morning when I wake up, I can’t help laughing secretly by myself, because the days without illness are really good! Every afternoon when I take my mother and daughter across the field, my daughter will play happily with her puppy. We dyed the puppy’s fur into color with gouache, and the wind blew the puppy’s long fur, as cute as colorful petals, which attracted the strange eyes of passers-by, my daughter said proudly: Mom, is my invention as a gifted child very good? Standing in the wind of July, let the long skirt fly freely. At this time, I will tell myself that I must cherish myself, clear thinking, beautiful mood and healthy body in the future, cherish every safe and happy day. The sun was shining every day in July, and the desire to travel became stronger and stronger. Our family went to Baiyun Mountain, drove the bustling temple fair, and also went to Jiaopingdu to feel the unique charm of red Huili. As for August, I want to go to the beautiful Lijiang and feel the beauty of the small bridge and Flowing Water family, but Lu er yearns for the magical Jiuzhai……..

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