The night is too lonely. I suppressed my anxiety for a day, and it broke out immediately after I walked from Yijia apartment to the sweet shop. I knew I was down and out, but I knew I was more disappointed with myself. At that moment, I really didn’t know what to do next. Forgive me, these days are my most depressed time. My life is mostly a river. I have seen more lonely scenery along the way. My heart is thin, my heart is contradictory, and my bone is proud. I don’t know where this sense of superiority comes from, but I know that I will definitely be a person who makes a difference. Saying such words runs counter to my principle of modesty, but I am the only one who knows my arrogance at this moment. I was hurt by the tiny and delicate collision of life. Life is not the perfection of male and female protagonists in novels and movies, and there are indispensable ill criticism, which I know very well. When reality and dream clash, I will still turn over and climb up and raise my middle finger in a rogue posture, and I will step on you again. This is what I have learned to survive, it is also my attitude towards life next. I am not satisfied with what Bi has taught me: Maybe you can’t change the reality of this dog day, but you can’t live like this dog. I am X, almost caught up in this terrible reality. Please believe me, wait for me, since I say it out, I will definitely fulfill my promise. In those youth which were deeply painful, I extremely regretted my youth’s falsity, because I had a temporary cowardice and indulgence, and I might need a lifetime to make up for it, I used to be proud of myself, but now I am at a loss as a young man. After all, it is true that I came back to life with grievance, shame, warmth and cruelty. However, these things have been left yesterday in my inherent posture. I look at myself very seriously. I just feel that life will grow here and believe in me. As long as your heart is strong enough, you’ll be unstoppable. Whether you can wear it or not is your lost soul. I know you are determined to suppress your unhappiness, but do you know. The reason why life is so naked is that you are not thoroughly exposed to ugliness. You should keep your heart strong and clean as usual. Your outline is submerged in the dark night to see what kind of result the peach blossom has made. I know that if I didn’t work hard in time and grow rapidly, the tough back lengthened by the night would be the disaster of my life.

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