At this moment, I think of such a sentence: any society will have its limitations. Especially when one’s own survival is threatened, this point is especially obvious. Now according to my own situation and previous experience, I decide that no matter what happens in my future life, I will never waver to be a law-abiding person. After I knew Ma Jiajue several years ago, I was scared and sweated. He is unfortunate. I must remember the root cause of how he died. I have also watched Lin Senhao recently, and I know that he will not have good results. After analyzing the tragedies of these two events, I knew that they were all such unforgivable death sins. I am now a legal young man at a lower level in China. I have no way out, and I don’t want to climb high. My best prospect is to stick to my position and be an ordinary civilian. My father is a man who makes money by selling coolies. My mother too. Look at my longer relatives. They are also farmers. I used to think this situation was a terrible thing. Now I understand. That is my most glorious family background. In that case, I will inherit these fine traditions from generation to generation. After all, the outside world is too complicated. Fame and wealth are indeed tempting sometimes. But after careful analysis, I will find that there is a rising interest relationship among them. Therefore, I will take over the family property left by my father step by step. I know very well where I am needed. Recently, I have seen some TV programs. I find that some college students have amazing abilities indeed. It seems that the current social upper class will not let people in casually. I haven’t entered before, and I don’t want to enter in the future. In the past, I saw high-rise buildings, and I really wanted to aim at them in the future life struggle. Now I hate that I have such an idea. In the past, I wanted to live a good life through words, but now I just want to express my thoughts through them, and then live a peaceful life. The Prodigy Ning Bo became a monk, and I was very sympathetic to his experience. Now I don’t feel sorry for him. I support him very much. I think my current situation is very good. I have nothing to write at home, and I have to go out to work. This is very good. The outside world is extremely crazy. And I want to live a comfortable and peaceful life. Through reading books and some online videos, I know what house arrest, surveillance and attention mean. I heard that Zhang Xueliang was put under house arrest before. I think as long as someone gives food, drink and return to the house, there is nothing else. Now I find it more uncomfortable than death. Sometimes I think of death, but I am afraid of death. When I think about life only once, I think it is very important to live. Since I don’t want to die, I still want to live a peaceful life. I decided that all my efforts in the future were to stick to my peasant position and remain unshakable for one hundred years. In this way, my future life will be much smoother. Just before long, I saw the news that soldiers left the team with guns in Yunnan. After that, some people found their roots and sources, analyzed how introverted he was, and also said how he was caused by other negative psychological effects. Seeing this, I think of myself. I don’t have the negative shadow in my heart that causes me to do outrageous things. The departing soldiers had no good friends. I have. I firmly believe that there are two faithful friends in my life: books and calligraphy. This is die. When I read many people’s books, my friends are out of count. When I played soft writing tools at the same time, I had many friends. Through those handwriting and words, I heard the truest voice in the world. I like listening to the real voice. In addition, I like writing words. Therefore, my psychology has a good circulation system of breathing. If reading and writing are the most real friends in my life, I would like to add: they will never betray me because of political factors. Therefore, I am very happy to have such a strong friend. Throughout the history, all kinds of life are presented. Zhu Ziqing did not eat the relief food of imperialism. That is the embodiment of literati’s backbone. I highly appreciate his behavior. Now I don’t want to eat accept alms. I have a healthy body and a normal brain at the same time. I can obtain the survival capital of the world through my own ability. This is what people should be proud of most. For a long time, I have been playing with my own words secretly. This was the case before and will be the same in the future. When I talked about my girlfriend last year, I often talked about things with my words. However, when a gorgeous woman asked me to commercialize and popularize my writing career, I felt great anxiety. Therefore, I will never mention the effect of my words when I do anything in the future. Because that is the most private soul garden in my heart. I write something when I feel unhappy, and I will write something when I am happy. And these are all things I want to do freely. No one forced me, and no one counted on me. Now-well. A group of robbers came. They asked me to do this once they recalled, and then they asked me to do that. This seriously disturbed my life and made me deviate from my own wishes. Based on this, I will stick to my spiritual position consistently. I really need fame, and I don’t want to refuse it. However, when others illegally interfere with my life without respecting me, I will stand still. In my conversation with my mother who didn’t go to work just now, I said that we are a peasant family and will continue to be like this in the future. You should know that being a farmer is not shameful. I think if the factory here closes one day, I can’t get along with my working days. There are still several mu of thin fields waiting for me to go back to farm. I am neither a very good person nor a very bad person. When the disadvantages and advantages converged on me at the same time, I became an ordinary person worthy of the name. Looking back, I was satisfied with the fact that many years’ struggle was actually to be an ordinary person. As for other struggles for power and fame and wealth, that is stupid. When we look at people in primitive society, they have nothing to pursue, but they also spend a long time in a peaceful environment. I think that is a good thing. Nowadays, many people’s words are hypocritical. After they wrote it, they even dared not recognize them. I wouldn’t. I am responsible for every word I write. This is the minimum responsibility for a father. Ning Bo is a very capable person. He never escaped the misfortune. So he skillfully fled into the temple to spend his leisure time. I also want to live a leisurely life. Therefore, I frowned and wrote the above words seriously. It means that I am not joking. In fact, I am a very gentle person, but when I think that wherever I go, there will be a pair of eyes paying close attention to me secretly, I will burst into rage and scold endlessly. I don’t have much official addiction. Not even at all. It is not like that some people seize power without taking office. But folks say it’s others’ business, and how you do it is your business. But the problem is that if you jump into the fire, don’t pull me in. In the future, my footprints belong to the folk. While in the folk, I will do what I want to do at the bottom. Stop thinking about what you can get from me. Don’t impose any secular thoughts on me any more. I only belong to my own ideas. If you insist on going your own way, you can come here and see who can laugh to the end.

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