It was an early winter in 2014, when my wife was diagnosed with uterine tumor and needed surgery. We rushed to one of the best hospitals in B city to stay. There are more than ten patients in the same ward. Although it is a little messy, I am still pleased to be able to stay in time. All the examinations are finished, just waiting for the operation. After waiting for three days in a row, the doctor always said that he was too busy to stand. But I was worried. Although I asked for leave, there were so many things at home that I couldn’t afford to delay the time. At this time, a patient’s family member in another ward reminded me that you have to take the initiative to show a little bit to the doctor, or you have to suffer from the year of monkey and the month of horse, he said that his wife did the surgery after giving a gift …… I was in a dilemma when I heard that I had not given a gift for such a long time! But for the sake of my wife’s illness, I think I have to practice thick skin. According to that kind-hearted man’s instruction, I remembered what I should say, prepared the gift package that should be given, and went straight to the doctor’s office. When I walked to the door of the office, my heart jumped abruptly; Looking around, people around seemed to be watching myself. My face was red and I felt like a thief in my heart. I stood there stiffly with a drum in my heart …… finally I didn’t walk into the doctor’s office. When I returned to the ward, that kind-hearted person enlightened me for a while, and persuaded me to find opportunities and be responsible for my family. I feel deeply that I am incompetent and stupid: what others can do easily can’t be done by myself. I made up my mind that today I really want to risk my wife’s illness. When the doctor got off work, I saw the attending doctor walked into the dressing room and followed him immediately. I didn’t dare to see a doctor’s face. I recited a few words taught by a kind person, put down my wallet and returned it as if I ran away. My heart was about to jump out, and my face was feverish …… I really didn’t know how to get back to the ward. People in the ward looked at me with strange eyes. I also felt like a thief who had done bad things. I was really ashamed to meet others when I lay on the bed and covered the quilt quickly! The next morning, the head nurse informed us to move from Ward 15 to Ward 1 and prepare for surgery in the morning. Ward 1 has only two beds, spacious and quiet. The attending doctor went to the ward in person and instructed the aspects to be paid attention to and the matters to be prepared before the operation. The operation started at ten o’clock, and soon the operation ended smoothly. My hanging heart finally fell down. I understand that the gift-giving plays a role in living in a good Ward and having surgery in time. This time I did get the benefits brought by the gift-giving. However, this matter has been stabbing my heart and lingering. At the thought of this matter, my face got a fever and my heart beat abruptly. It took a long time for me to settle down. Usually, I am afraid that people will talk about gifts, especially that someone will invite me to give gifts to others. I always wonder when I can do things without giving gifts! I am looking forward to …… I am writing this article, which is just about my life experience and some thoughts and feelings. For some helpless actions made by friends to survive, I am both sympathy and understanding! I hope you don’t misunderstand my friends, thank you!

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Reading late on Monday night is always the best class for us to relax. We are always in this class, singing, chatting and playing games. On another Monday night, we discussed playing the game of truth and adventure, which means that the loser will be asked questions and must tell the truth or do something. Then she (xiao jia) lost, so she was asked, who is your favorite person now? She answered that it was him (little idiot), her deskmate. We were shocked at that time, then we laughed and didn’t take it seriously. At noon the next day, he held her hand and told us that we were together. At that time, we felt that the world was full of love, haha. She said, “I will start from the beginning to the end.” he said, “I will continue as always. We should give them blessings and wish them forever. To accompany her, no matter high mountains and valleys, there are thorns; No matter there are unpredictable winds and changeable clouds.

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(Ii) facing the boundless and vast and misty universe, we need to carry out necessary training, mainly to train our cosmic spirit and various skills. Firstly, we need to train our cosmic spirit, the second is all kinds of skills. Such insatiable greed of human beings is the main reason for the extinction. In the future, human beings will either migrate to other planets, return to their original nature, or go to extinction. These three roads are for human beings to choose; if human beings continue according to the current mode, they can only migrate to other planets in the future; If human beings begin to return to their original nature now, they must make up their minds to change the current living and environmental conditions; if human beings continue according to the current mode, do not go or refuse to return to their original nature, and do not have the ability to migrate to other planets in the future, then the only thing waiting for human beings is destruction; if human beings can return to nature properly now, at least, human beings can reduce the time and speed of going to perish and postpone a period of time to perish. However, they still want to perish eventually. Therefore, how important it is for human beings to protect the environment and return to nature. The Earth rotates while rotating. Because of this, the Earth is moving both day and night. Therefore, movement gives birth to life. Life lies in movement, forming a dialectical objective relationship between life and movement. Human beings are a part of natural products. They are natural people. People without training are the first natural person, or they are a kind of inherent survival instinct of life. While the expressive force of art is higher than life (nature), which is the second natural stage that can be achieved after training. It is the expression form of art with goals and purposes, most people have to go through strict and hard training to finally realize it. This kind of training is the movement of art and science. On July 27th, 2014, at Lugou Bridge in Fengtai. (I) nowadays, the amount of water molecules and water in the air is less and less, and the soil erosion caused by it is becoming more and more serious, which leads to the imbalance of climate and forms a vicious circle, thus generating more and more greenhouse effect and disasters, while the only way to balance is to restore the ecological balance and vegetation area in ancient times, at the same time, to improve the benefit effectiveness of solar energy and wind energy, and to reduce the use of air conditioners and cars, reduce the direct emission of coal and the harm caused by garbage, etc. The universe view is wider than the world view, which is a dialectical unity system of boundless expansion and training. This system is as boundless as the universe, so its expansion and training are endless; The world view is only a part of the universe view, inflation and training are only a part of it. Inflation cannot be malignant inflation, so training is needed. Evolution is a natural training for a science and skill trained on the basis of nature, it is a kind of survival instinct of nature. In the past, we and all our lives lived by instinct, and there were few participation and opportunities in training. Therefore, the changes in thousands of years were not as good as those in hundreds of years after the Industrial Revolution; with the rapid development of society, people nowadays are required to train themselves, because this has become the inevitable requirement and need of social development, so it is not as good as starting training at birth and gradually strengthening, in this way, there are many successful people and they are all great achievements, which is undoubtedly a great progress for human beings and the universe; carrying out targeted training on the basis of nature is the knowledge that everyone must carry out. The ultimate purpose of our training is to understand the laws of the universe and explore the mysteries of the universe, this kind of training, like the mysteries of the universe, is endless. If our science and technology, education, humanities and art If the political and economic system and so on can not carry out targeted and scientific training, human civilization will not reach a higher level, so training is the basic skill, which is what everyone should do; A person is a small universe. It is because we are a part of the universe. Our own mysteries are as endless as the mysteries of life. Only through training can we gradually understand the laws of the universe, at the same time, our physical and mental state can also reach a higher level; Human beings have evolved for thousands of years to reach today’s level, and the universe is expanding too much, which will almost enter a vicious expansion, it is almost beyond the natural endurance of the universe. Please see, water, air, atmosphere, land, food and so on on on the Earth are polluted to varying degrees, this is the result that most people did not understand, know or do not consciously train before; History has proved that all outstanding talents, such as outstanding artists, scientists, politicians and so on are all obtained through early and long-term training. However, most people still do not understand this point, and do not or do not carry out early and long-term effective training, therefore, they can’t become talents, dragging the society back, and their life value is greatly discounted, Therefore, everyone should dig out their own skills as early as possible, strengthen learning and training, and train themselves into talents with high levels; the purpose of our training is to improve the survival ability and living standard of human beings, to make human beings more peaceful and harmonious, and to make history by going up one flight of stairs, one generation over one generation, we must improve our early training and continue to train persistently. As time passes, we will become excellent habit owners and excellent talents, our life will be more colorful; All walks of life require training and have their own training goals, such as culture, art, science, politics, military, in sports, even finance and medical treatment, all industries have their own training goals, which requires most people to participate in. On July 26th, 2014, at Lugou Bridge in Fengtai. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era

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Son like chili. The diet of northerners can not be separated from onion, ginger and garlic, but only the son doesn’t touch it, but likes to eat pepper. When the family went to eat ramen, I couldn’t stand adding a spoonful of pepper. He had to add more than a dozen spoonles to eat with relish. Sometimes he joked whether it was born by a Southerner. Affected by this, Pepper is often not broken at home. The appearance and taste of pepper are also particular. The beautiful and delicious pepper is not easy to find. When you buy it in the market, you often lose your face and lining, finding a delicious pepper has also become a thing, which lays a foreshadowing for having your own pepper. It was the year before last year that my wife went to an old man’s place in the vegetable market to buy a portion of pepper, which was really good, with both smell and appearance, so she decided to buy some pepper. The old man was produced and sold by himself. Finally one day, no trace of the old man could be found in the market, and the pepper was cut off. I bought several more in the future, it is not the smell. In the next year, I decided whether to plant it by myself. I lived on the first floor and had a small courtyard, which was also convenient. So I found several packing boxes and stole some bags of mud with my wife at night. The reader wants to laugh, does the soil still need to steal? You don’t know that cement and asphalt are indispensable in today’s urban areas, and it is hard to find good mud and soil. Finally everything was ready. Fortunately, the old man still had one pepper, which was just used to make seeds. My daughter-in-law was born in the countryside with some skills, so the seedlings grew luxuriant and luxuriant. After transplanting, she cultivated them carefully and finally got the harvest time. I tried it on, but it still smells like that. I was happy in my heart. The hard work was not in vain. Since then, the pepper used at home has been produced and sold by myself. After a long time, there were also problems. What I planted was organic pepper, and I couldn’t and wouldn’t apply pesticide, so the insects took advantage of it. So Spicy Pepper, as long as there is insect eye, open it and ensure there is a fat green worm. Therefore, there is an extra kind of livelihood to catch insects. The season passed quickly. The harvested peppers were strung together and hung red on the door, which meant a little thriving. By this year, my son left home after going to school, so my wife’s pepper was planted carelessly. So many seeds only produced a few seedlings, which were weak and weak. I not bear, and kind of a crop, finally we had 3 box of seedlings, pepper Green as grew the, waiting for son home. The peppers became red one by one, so they were picked and dried in the sun. Recently, my daughter-in-law heard that when the pepper is red, don’t rush to pick it, let it be the best natural red. This statement had a great artistic conception. From then on, the red pepper was hidden in the green leaves, swaying in the autumn wind.

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I don’t know how to be cruel to a person. What I know is the fervent and pure beauty hidden deep in the heart of strangers. Seeing the sunshine mixed in the lower part of the time gap, I am not the ruthless executioner. Sprinkle salt on the wound you haven’t healed I’m very simple I’m very ordinary I won’t lie to you I won’t perfuse your supreme self-esteem with kind flattery I won’t lightly write down the wound I brought to you I won’t find a bad excuse to hide my weakness I am very simple I am very ordinary like a small dust floating in the sea of clouds how tiny but I am very simple I don’t want to cut through the sky meteor to shine the night sky of sleep I don’t want to be the only one in my life. I don’t want to say how important I am in others’ time. I just want to be plain and stable. I am such an ordinary and simple boy who likes to record time stories with words.

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I finally got drunk. He shook the bottle, and his sleepy eyes suddenly glowed with brilliance: “What do you think the wine looks like? “” Like an experience. “” Say? “” It’s hard to say that it’s thin at first with a little sweet. Then it’s mellow, and you can’t push it off, and then you can’t tell clearly… “” Why? “” Because you blend in the wine. “There is another drop in that cup. He wanted to pour it out, but his hands were shaking, and it was useless to try hard. He asked again, “What is the difference between the last drop and the first drop? “” The first drop is like the door of the garden, and the last drop is the wall of the garden. So I have a habit of keeping a drop every time I drink. “He said,” Dude, I want to quit. “” You don’t have to quit. In this world, there are wine everywhere, doors and walls everywhere. “” Then me? “” See your hands clearly. “He asked,” Why do you accompany me to drink? “” Because I have something to tell you. “” Why didn’t you tell me when there was no wine? “” Because you are dreaming. “So we all laughed. That night, people nearby said we were drunk.

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Some time ago, in the early stage of the double Festival, CCTV, the mainstream media of our country, launched a special investigation program called “go to the voice of grassroots people”: What is happiness? Then the journalists who went to the grass-roots level of CCTV went to various parts of the motherland and interviewed thousands of workers from all walks of life including urban white-collar workers, rural farmers, scientific research experts and enterprise workers, however, the interviewees face the same question: Are you happy? What is happiness? The strange answers of the interviewees made the common people living at the bottom shake their heads bitterly and helplessly after reading them. I don’t know who advocated such a brain-dead program form? You happy? What is happiness? Happiness and misfortune are originally just a kind of feeling, which originates from the most real experience in one’s heart. Happiness is a feeling that cannot be quantified, and there has never been a fixed way of existence and embodiment. It is a feeling and experience that cannot be seen, heard, touched but actually exists. Just as long and short, beauty and ugliness accompany each other, there will be no happiness without unhappiness. But now someone seriously wants to mark happiness with a fixed format and mode, which is really incredible. My personal happiness or unhappiness is a bad thing for others. Is it possible to betray my personal feelings in order to cooperate with someone and sing praises? I have heard about the pain index before, and it is said that the highest level of pain in the world is the pain that women experience when giving birth to a child. But I think women should be happy when giving birth to children, so not all pains are unhappy. But it happened that someone created a happiness index, that is to say, in some people’s eyes, happiness can be quantified. That is to say, like we eat, I can eat four steamed buns in a meal. Each steamed bun represents a 25% coefficient of food and clothing. Now I have eaten three steamed buns, and my food and clothing index is 75%. But without the fourth steamed bun, I would still feel hungry. Although my food and clothing index was as high as 75%, I would still feel unhappy. Or now I have eaten four steamed buns, but I still have to worry about the next steamed buns. Although my present coefficient of food and clothing is 100%, I still won’t feel happy. It was also a mainstream media like CCTV that launched a survey of vulnerable groups last year. This investigation problem came out, and civil servants complained about their sufferings, saying that they were vulnerable groups. This year’s civil servant examination has just ended. According to news reports, there are more than seven thousand people competing for a position, which shows the fierce competition. I can’t figure out why so many people are competing to join the vulnerable group? (The number of financial support personnel in our country includes the staff of Party and government organs, administrative organs, social organizations and public institutions allocated by finance, which is about over 4000, that is 1.3 billion of our master raises 40 million servant, and those of us master fucking collective bitchy crying want to do servant) Human beings are senior animals (although people think so), and naturally they have selfishness to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages (in fact, creatures all have this instinct). Managers are naturally elites among senior animals (or they may regard themselves as elites), and as the management level keeps rising, the closer to the top of the pyramid, the more the managers will centralize their power (at least the current situation in our country is like this), which is convenient for manipulation and command. Therefore, managers have the right to distribute benefits. Based on the factors of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, managers can naturally distribute more and greater benefits. But what makes me confused is that why managers who manage and distribute benefits in our country become vulnerable groups? If civil servants all become the vulnerable groups in the society, then what class will the powerful groups in the society be? Why do everyone want to become a vulnerable group by breaking their heads? I don’t know when all the people in a country and society even including the civil servants who are in charge of the distribution of social interests will feel that they are at the bottom of the society and complain about grievances and bitterness, what else will other people be happy about? Some things may seem so strange, either unclear or unclear, but in fact, everyone knows it in their hearts like Spiegel. Xu is also the traditional virtue of Chinese people and is causing trouble again. He has formed his master one by one, while the real master stays aside and cools alone. I remember that there was a joke on the Internet: saying that money is a sin, and they are all fishing; Saying that beauty is a disaster, they all want it; Saying that it is too cold to be high, they are climbing; Saying that alcohol and tobacco hurt the body, they don’t; say heaven is the best, don’t go! Who knows whether this is right or wrong? What is happiness? Happiness is actually very simple. As long as we can put the system into practice instead of shouting slogans and doing some superficial articles, we can really smooth the relationship between the master and the son and put them in their respective positions, it is enough to put the relationship between master and servant in order to seek truth from facts and serve the people. Otherwise, everything can only be just a piece of paper talking, seeking for fish. What will happiness be? If we can’t do some facts for the people practically and practically, just like we only know to do some inexplicable stunts, put on airs and do some face-saving projects, in my opinion, happiness can only be counted as a bird at most, even not a bird!

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