At that moment, I saw the confusion in my eyes, felt the heaviness in my steps, smelled the gloomy vision of life, and experienced the wanton drift of lonely soul, my tired body was wandering around with a lonely and lost heart. My youth was at the age of blooming flowers, but my heart grew old in the loss, looking at the haggard face in the mirror, so I want to understand myself. There is a happy family, a beautiful love, a group of friends who often play around, teachers and colleagues who love themselves, and the next step is to find a good job, and these should be extremely happy for me who just graduated from college, but I often feel sad alone. I like being in a busy city but eager for quietness in a noisy atmosphere; I like traveling in ancient and modern times with books in hand but holding a mouse to play with passion; I like the full challenging work but I feel tired and complain all over the sky in the busy work; I like to treat everyone around me kindly and sincerely, but I become autistic because of fear after being injured; I like someone to accompany me from beginning to end, but when we are together, we are shouting about others’ mistakes; I like to dress myself up mature to do things and then find myself so naive; I like to look forward to the future consciously but open my eyes but don’t want to do the work at hand ………., so, in a world that doesn’t understand myself, I live a life that seems to be heartless, at a certain moment, I want to understand myself only if I have something to understand. Thinking about the happiness in front of me, looking at the expectation of the future and the road under my feet, I know that everyone is eager to write down the glory of his life or the self-realization of life value in the limited life journey, leaving shining footprints and unregretful memories, but before that, we should understand ourselves. The days of graduation seem to have lost navigation, and the wandering life has become a lonely soul wandering around. Where to go next has no position. Standing at the confused post station, I often complain that others don’t understand myself, to complain about the unfairness of the society to oneself, to see flowers in the fog, not only the scenery along the way is obliterated, but also to kill his pure soul. After stepping into the society and stepping out of school, I realized that I was an independent individual and a group at the same time. I played different roles from beginning to end, with the growth of age, the roles played will increase again, and will decrease with the aging. The boat of life carried me forward in the sea, with strong wind, heavy rain, hitting reef, torrent and dangerous beach ……, life also let me know that we must be strong when going forward after experiencing challenges one after another, being strong must be clear about the meaning of life that you want to pursue. Ideal is like a round of morning sun hanging in my own Sky, which makes me find the direction to move forward in the dark night. In the slim youth, I find the guide of life again, fortunately, I am no longer a dandelion dancing in the wind, but a chrysalis breaking cocoons into butterflies. There is no limit to learning, and the understanding of oneself is not a matter of one day but a matter of life. Only by knowing the meaning of one’s life and understanding oneself on that day can one increase the score of one’s growth, so as to make my life journey more harvest less frustration, more success and less failure. Clouds in the sky, sounds of nature in the headset, poems in the belly, etc.

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