I seldom read other people’s articles later, which were all too fake. People who use words are prone to make a mistake, that is, writing is actually too much. On the contrary, I often read my friends’ space logs, which are straightforward and true, and this is the first-class words. That is to say, out of advocating truth, I am infatuated with Duras. Although I know little about her, I think she is real. Care, I want to shorten the relationship between each other by caring. But I am junior. I don’t know how to open that mouth. This problem needs further consideration. The weather is cold, and it is generally cold. Don’t think about some things. Thinking about them will only make some emotions more intense. That’s hate. If you think about it once, you will hate it once. At first, he was afraid of estrangement, but now the estrangement status still continues. This cannot be solved. Maybe it will last for a lifetime. It is a festival, leaving traces in my heart. This is a kind of hurt, his hurt to me. A Luff, a guy who can’t speak wrist. My feelings for him are complicated. With him, I feel that the air is solidifying instantly. Nothing to say, no laughter, only silence. Silence is really unbearable. His existence will only make me more detached from them. I will leave alone silently and leave myself alone. But after staying with him for a long time, my discomfort and boredom appeared. It was he who led to my present temperament and the ending of my present, and he never knew his harm to me. I could only remain silent in front of him for a long time. Human beings are animals that are difficult to control themselves and are easily influenced by the outside world. If I were happy enough at that time, and I didn’t feel angry or uncomfortable in my heart, I might not even go to Guangxi, let alone Shenzhen. He doesn’t know, he will never know. When you get rid of the influence of the outside world, you will be free and have the true self.

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It’s raining outside, and my heart is also raining. It’s very cold, and I can’t breathe cold, because I’m thinking about you. You I am woman I can’t love in this life, and you are also a woman, it is because of this secular shackles that I don’t even have the qualification to love you. My love is humble in the dust, but it is doomed that flowers will not bloom in this life. I really want to love you, my treasure. How sad I should be when you become someone else’s wife. Looking at the white gauze dress passing by me, I told him that I would like to. I thought how sad my heart would be even if I tried my best to bless you at that moment, I love a woman with my life so much, and I am the only woman in my life. I once said that her happiness is the greatest happiness in my life, but the moment I saw her truly belonging to others, how sad the heart should be. I know that I can’t give you everything you want, so I have to let go. I just want to say that I will wait for you. Ten years later, when you have a child with him, I will wait for you. In the second decade, when your child grows up, you become a little old and not as beautiful as before. I am waiting for you. Five or ten years, you are really old, forgetting a lot of people, I hope there is no me, I am also old, I am still waiting for you. Until one day, I feel that I can’t wait any more. I will leave the world at the moment, baby, I have loved you for the whole life, I will wait for you below, if there is a next life, I beg God to let me see you in the crowd at a glance. I swear, if you go to heaven before me in this life, I will never stay in this world. Where are you going, where am I going, protect you on Earth, I will accompany you in heaven, I love you so, my precious woman, you should be good. How sad I should be when you become someone else’s wife, but I still bless you and let God care for you for the rest of your life. You are here, secretly.

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The recent days are always gray, with one or two rains falling from time to time, which looks like the face of a child with uncertain weather. It was near the beginning of spring, but it was colder than winter, adding a layer of bleak. I never thought that the snow scene that I had been thinking about in the winter of last year would float down in this season. In a Korean drama, it is said that all the lies can be forgiven when it first snowed. Is it true? Does it mean that people’s hearts can be redeemed and understood at this time? In children’s eyes, fairy tales are real and the world we live in. Children are willing to believe in fairy tales, just as my little nephew believes in green grasslands and smart Pleasant Goat, there are stupid wolves who can’t catch sheep and sponges who can speak. Once he asked me why gray wolf was so stupid that he couldn’t catch Pleasant Goat. I asked him if he wanted to watch this cartoon all the time. He said, I told him that Gray Wolf would never eat sheep if he wanted, and he didn’t understand. I didn’t tell him that there was no green grassland or Pleasant Goat in this world, but I told him that he must admit the lie, so that he could be forgiven by others. In fact, what I told him was not a fairy tale or a lie. For three years, I always like to have that dream. Every time it is the same, every time I wake up at a plot point. After waking up, I can’t fall asleep any more and go through the dawn. I haven’t mentioned this dream to anyone. This is my wound, my heart knot, the past I want to go back, and the distance I can’t touch. It is a dream, but actually it is not. It is a reality, a bloody reality. In order to cover up its ugly appearance, I painted it beautifully with gorgeous lies. I can’t find a better solution. No one can really understand it. No one knows that I have been hiding in bed for countless nights. People who have never experienced this kind of feeling don’t understand at all. It seems that the heart is no longer my own, drinking hot water will freeze immediately, and in the hot summer, I will feel cold all over my body. It really tortures people. For a period of time, I always locked myself in the house and didn’t contact with the outside world. There were a lot of instant noodles and junk food stored in the refrigerator, which could be eaten by myself for a long time. In the daytime, all the windows are closed tightly, and the curtains are closed, hiding in the bed to sleep; At night, all the lights at home are turned on, and the windows are also turned on, and the cold wind is blowing to read novels. Live a Life reversed from normal people. It is also during this period that I suddenly hope that people who know me, people who like me and people who hate me can forget me and format me thoroughly. This is also because of the dream that I always love, which makes me feel insecure suddenly, blows me hard for a moment, and makes me begin to doubt how true my friends around me are to me. At that time, there was no family, no friends, no people to talk around, and I was tortured by that nightmare, and suddenly felt that everything was empty. Empty houses and empty hearts inevitably have to think wildly. The more you think about it, the more pitiful you will feel. You will cry like abandoning the world. Today, I was scared to wake up by that dream again. When I woke up, I cried. What should I do to make myself indifferent and face bravely. Is it my robbery? In the past three years, I have been healing myself silently, telling myself that it has passed long ago and nothing can’t be passed. No matter things or people, they will pass. Also today, my father said to me: in my eyes, you are not as useless as they said. On the contrary, I have always been convinced that my daughter is capable, no matter how old you are, I will also raise you! Hurriedly hid in the toilet, covering his mouth and crying all the time, until his nose lost the ability to breathe, he sorted out his emotions. I know Dad loves me, but he never said these words to me. I remember reading a sentence: Your father is the man who loves you most in the world. Said of good. It was still raining outside. Thinking of what my father said and my mother’s concern to dress more, tears kept flowing. My parents knew that, but they didn’t know that it had evolved into my dream. They loved to wake me up when I was sleeping. Because of that incident that year, it was the first time that I heard my father’s old, helpless and painful voice on the phone, which completely overturned his dignified and young image in my impression. After that year, I suddenly found that my parents were old, but I could do nothing. That year, I suddenly grew up. I don’t know if I will dream again tonight. I think I won’t cry again tonight. Today’s tears have dried up, and today’s I am tired. That’s it. Let it rain all the time. At least I still have a house that can shelter from the rain and a quilt that can withstand the cold. I should be satisfied.

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1. Ideal is the guiding light. Without ideal, there is no firm direction; Without direction, there is no life. Lev Tolstoy 2. The happiest thing in the world is to fight for the ideal. Socrates 3. The realization of ideal only depends on doing, not empty talk. Democritus 4. Life with ideal, full of social interests and specific purpose is the most beautiful and meaningful life in the world. 5. A man is born with a body of eight feet without showing his wind and cloud. Feng Menglong 6. The heaven is healthy and the gentleman is constantly striving for self-improvement. Book of Changes 7. Ideal is the eye reflecting the beautiful soul. 8. Ideal is the thinking of finding goals. 9. An ideal is like a morning star. We will never touch it, but we can sail like a Navigator by the position of starlight. 10. Only by knowing the way to today can we plan the future clearly and wisely. A classic quotation 11. If the ideal is lost, the flowers of youth will wither. Because ideal is the light and heat of youth. 12. Everyone has a certain ideal, which determines the direction of his efforts and judgment. 13. The ideal is not a thin magnetic bowl. If it is broken, there will be no curls to make up; The ideal is a flower, which can be reopened if it falls down. Classic inspirational quotes 14. Ideals are in ourselves. At the same time, all kinds of obstacles that hinder us from realizing our ideals are also in ourselves. 15. Determined to be like a mountain, the road should be like water. Not like a mountain, not firm, not as good as water, not as Qu da. 16. Ideal is the source of strength, the cradle of wisdom, the battle flag of charge, and the sword of cutting thorns. 17. The real joy of life is to devote yourself to a goal that you think is great. 18. People’s ideals and ambitions are often proportional to their abilities. 19. The ideal of life is for the ideal life. 20. The higher one’s ideal is, the purer one’s life will be.

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