I looked at the two Spider webs at the corner of the stairs Wall, feeling helpless for the spider’s perseverance. For three days, I cleaned the spider web at noon. The spider made a net of different sizes in the original place at night. As the saying goes: there are no more than three things. I looked at the two cobwebs at the corner of the wall. There was a spider lying on the middle nest of a web. There was no trace of the spider on the web. I searched carefully and found that it was lying on the wall of one of the lines, the spider is as big as a matchmaker, and it is a bit too long for eight legs. I wanted to forget about it. It was so persistent to share space and let it Hunt with nets. However, the place where it netted was really inconvenient to wait and see, and it was bound to be eliminated. This time I even cleaned the spiders out of the trash can. It doesn’t matter. I am cruel. The spider chose the wrong place to net and used its wrong perseverance. What about people? When we devote ourselves to the society with enthusiasm, try to step on the road of independence, go back and forth to explore the cruelty of reality, choose our mind and perseverance, we have brewed many sad stories for this. Killing for Love and stealing for ease. Life is Zhang Wang, which is already a common topic, but if we tie the net in the wrong place, we can’t get results, otherwise, we will put ourselves in a dangerous situation. There are also barren fields in the fertile land. In this fast-running society, it is still necessary to think twice. If you don’t sweep a room, how can you sweep the world. When I first read this sentence, I was still an ignorant boy and didn’t understand the broad mind in it. I accidentally remembered this sentence, which suddenly came to my mind when I sat quietly after cleaning today. The meaning of it does not mean that I have a great ambition. It is difficult to clean a room for what I feel, let alone to clean up the filth of the world, persuade others to work hard, and set such a great goal, the inspirational words of the Ancients, reading the articles of the Ancients, often need to think twice, and even think twice. If there is no vernacular explanation, the translation of vernacular is often read five or six times in an article, and the meaning is less than one or two. Grammar naturally does not scan a room, and I connect them together. The broadness and magnificence of the article are like a palace, the exquisite utensils in the palace, which makes us miss and forget. Imagine the background at that time, the hand that made this delicate vessel was slender, soft, rough and strong. People are gentle, honest and peaceful. When he made this vessel, he thought about his wife and children in his family? Still thinking about his beautiful lover who is looking forward to his early return? Or is it a wonderful natural landscape? There is always a touching story behind every antique. The gorgeous surface and deep place of the palace are the places that make people feel terrified and timid, and the cold Palace is not the filthy place of human soul. Everyone’s articles are wonderful, and a straightforward poke can induce inner excitement. A flash of light and soul will find light in it, and the blocked soul will be sublimated and the heart will fly, we learn how to distinguish and straighten the truth, goodness, beauty, ugliness and evil in the world. Why can’t we stand on their shoulders to read their books? Every one of us has his stubborn thoughts in his articles. If you don’t sweep a room, how can you sweep the world. How can people’s hearts not be stained with dust? A classic also has the dark side of his thoughts. It’s nonsense to be spotless. How can we isolate the dust? The flaw of Small Things is a kind of extraordinary beauty. The word “perfect” is used not only in the scenery of nature, but also in other things. The shape is scattered but the meaning is not scattered. This sentence explains the formation of prose. I have read a lot of extended explanations around this sentence, and the explanations are too gentle. In fact, it is just like building a house. The purpose of building a house is to leave space for people to live comfortably in it. Luxury houses are also good, buildings are also good, and bungalows are also good, the structure of the appearance is shape, but the shape is scattered. Space is the idea, that is, the meaning is not scattered. Another metaphor is to give you a piece of pork belly and ask you to cook the best taste of pork belly. How to cook this dish? First of all, we need to prepare firewood, pots, condiments and how to cook this dish, it depends on your kung fu. It is the smell of pork belly that doesn’t fade away, and the seasoning is the shape. You use the steel pot of tile pot to cook as you like. If the temperature is large or small, the choice of seasoning depends on your way, what remains unchanged is how to stimulate the best delicious taste of pork belly, which is the meaning of constant meaning. Although trivial matters are small, they are the feelings of the heart. Now the notes should be used to spur yourself. Things are not small, and philosophy is revealed everywhere. 2014.7.20

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Bai Juyi, with the character “Le Tian”, named Xiangshan Jushi, was an outstanding great poet in Tang Dynasty. In his time, he was an idol figure. The influence of his words not only spread in the cultural circle, but also swept the entertainment circle. His “Song of Everlasting Sorrow”, “the journey of PIPA” and so on are widely spread. Even today, they are probably no worse than Andy Lau’s “Forget the water. At the same time, there are also many people who disagree with what Bai Juyi has done, saying that he is a rascal who eats tender grass, and even saying that he has the misdeeds of being a hot hand to urge flowers, then, where did these conduct comments come from? Tang dynasty was a dynasty with relatively open concept of marriage. At that time, having an affair or elopement was nothing new, and being romantic became a common fashion. In such a social environment, Bai Juyi, who was frustrated in politics, began to enjoy life in his later years with shame. He was old, and his heart was even more painful. He kept a large number of Jiajia and also instructed them to learn music and dance in person. Thanks to the spread of his poems, Bai Juyi’s family Ji was very famous, among which Xiao Man and fan Su were the most famous. The glamorous saying that Su Kou is pretty waist comes from Bai Juyi. Imagine that the great poet in those years, the old man, was crazy about chatting and young. In the crowd of Ji Xiangfen, he played piano, chess, calligraphy and painting in the daytime and rode a horse to shoot arrows in the evening. It was as expected that people would not be romantic and! poetic demon Bai Letian not only that force in world sport, seemed old, 10 years he changing 3 batches of home Ji, just because a few years feel original home Ji old not look. The historical time and space went through to the middle Tang Dynasty. Our white joyday hugged a small waist, and our right relative fan sukou sang that we couldn’t express extravagant love in the world of mortals, and we couldn’t tell the world’s grievances. For generations, we were destined, which Romantic scholar would rather be lonely is so free and easy and dissolute. As the saying goes, the literary world is proud, the political circle is frustrated, and the Love Field is casual. In the old age of romantic heroes, most of them are old Dangyi Sao. But this Xiangshan layman suddenly turned 180 degrees, letting her favorite Shi Ji Fan Su and Xiaoman leave and went to seek their own new life. Among them, according to the folk, there is such a saying that it is related to a beauty who was scolded to death by him. The beauty’s family name is Guan, and the name of the mascot of the Asian Games is Panpan. Guan Panpan is still a big fan of Bai Juyi, admiring his works very much, and he can recite the Song of Everlasting Sorrow which has hundreds of words of Bai Daizi in one breath. In fact, Guan Panpan was a talented woman who was well-known from a very young age. Later, her family suffered from misfortune and was down and down. In desperation, she was forced to marry Zhang Xian, the minister of rites who was old enough to be her father. At that time, this master Zhang had already had a group of wives and concubines, but he had a special liking for Guan Panpan and gave her a lot of love. This is because Guan Panpan is a very professional singer and dancer besides being beautiful and talented. Bai Juyi traveled to Xuzhou once. Zhang Xian, who had always admired Bai Juyi’s talent in poetry, invited him to his mansion and served him with a feast. Guan Panpan had long been longing for this great poet, and he was very happy with Bai Juyi’s coming. He held pots to toast him frequently at the banquet. When the wine was booming, Zhang Yan let Panpan sing and dance for the guests. Guan Panpan took the command happily and performed the everlasting regret song and the dancing in the dress and feather clothes that he was good. Bai Juyi was greatly praised when he saw it, and wrote a poem to praise Guan Panpan impromptu, in which there was such a sentence: drunk and charming can’t win, and the wind blows peony flowers, which means that Guan Panpan’s delicate and charming mood is incomparable, only peony, the King of flowers, can compete with her. Such praise came from Bai Juyi, an influential poet, which made Guan Panpan’s gorgeous name more fragrant. Happiness is always short-lived. There is a huge age gap between Guan Panpan and her husband, which determines that Zhang Xian must go first. Only about two years later, Zhang Xian died of illness in Xuzhou. When the tree fell down, the concubine in Zhang’s Mansion soon drifted away, and went to their own future. Only Guan Panpan, who is young and beautiful, can’t forget the friendship between husband and wife and is determined to celebrate the festival for Zhang Wei. She moved to yanzilou at the foot of Yunlong mountain in the suburb of Xuzhou alone and lived a life almost isolated from the world. Yanzilou is located in the western suburb of Xuzhou. It is surrounded by mountains and rivers, with excellent scenery. It is a villa specially built for Guan Panpan by Zhang Yin before his death. In front of the building, there is a bay of clear flow, and the river is full. In spring and summer, swallows often pass by Willow in pairs and fly to the top of the building, adding some vitality to the quiet environment here, so they are called swallow building. Looking back at Guan Panpan and Zhang Wei in the past, one was young and beautiful, and the other was bright. They both watched the sunset and Twilight on the swallow building, strolled slowly on the Willow Bank by the stream, and whispered for many moonlit nights, countless Dawn and fog snuggle together; But now the scenery is still the same, and the personnel are all different. Just as the description of the Song of Everlasting Sorrow of joyday described, the Firefly thoughts in the evening Hall were quiet, and the lonely lights were all out of sleep. Delay drums early night, be troubled Galaxy for shu tian., winter goes to spring, and the swallows of last year fly back again this year, but they are not seen last year. Living in the building full of old feelings, Guan Panpan only had sadness and helplessness in his heart. Day after day, he spent ten Spring and Autumn years unconsciously. This sad female poet wrote “The new ode of the swallow building”: first, the remaining lights on the upstairs accompany the dawn Frost, and people sleep alone to get up and have a happy bed. How much is the one-night stand for lovesickness? The end of the Earth is not long. Second: The North Dragon pine and cypress lock the smoke, and the swallow building thinks quietly. It has been ten years since I buried my sword and sang songs. Thirdly, it is suitable to watch Hongyan come back to Luoyang, and see xuanqin force club again. Yao se Yu Xiao has no intention, and he is from the cobweb and from the gray. Among these three poems, the first one is mainly about the depth of his missing and sleepless all night; The second and the third one are mainly about Zhang Xian’s unintended singing and dancing after his death, and he also has no intention to play the zither. These three poems are written deeply touching, sad and desolate. In the 14th year of Yuanhe (819th year), Zhang zhongsu, the old subordinate of Zhang Ying, went to visit Bai Juyi. He knew that Panpan once had a feast with Bai Juyi and admired Bai Juyi’s talent in poetry, so he let Bai Juyi read the three poems written by Guan Panpan in yanzilou. Holding the poem paper, the great poet fondle admiringly chanting again and again, not only thinking a lot; Almost at the beginning of the spring breeze Peach Blossom Day, once friends lose, it is the autumn rain when the Phoenix leaves fall. Zhang Yin and Pan Pan Pan are two boundless scenes of life and death for ten years. They don’t think about it, and they will never forget it. It is really enviable to have this affectionate and faithful love Ji to keep the festival for him. But on second thought, even though they were so affectionate and faithful that they couldn’t be separated from each other, why didn’t they go under the Jiuquan together and achieve a sad and beautiful affair? Therefore, driven by this idea, Bai Juyi followed the rhyme and three poems very solemnly: firstly, the window was full of bright moon and curtain Frost, and he was blown to bed by cold lights; In the Cold Moon night in the swallow building, only one person grows in autumn. The second one is that the moon looks like a cigarette with a shirt, and it starts after several times of desire; It has never been dancing the neon song and has been stacked in an empty box for ten years. Thirdly, there was a guest coming back to Luoyang this spring, and he once came to the tomb of the minister; It was said that the white Yang could be used as a pillar, and the red powder could not be gray. The first two songs wrote about Zhang Xian’s death, the swallows upstairs in the western suburb of Xuzhou brought cold wind in autumn, and the moon was bright like water, looking forward to the lonely yearning for the long night cold lamp, the deep yearning for the night and the hopeless expectation day by day. She did not apply powder, the piano and the past dancing clothes were stacked in the box, and she had no chance to wear them any more. The third one is that someone has been to Luoyang, and also to Zhang Yi’s tomb. The poplar trees on the tomb can be used as pillars for building houses. Why didn’t the beautiful woman with flowers and moon look in those years in the long years, my face was tortured like dust? Normally speaking, Bai Juyi should admire Guan Panpan’s righteousness and innocence, and comfort him. Unexpectedly, at the same time, he wrote another poem which seemed to satirize Zhang Wei, which unexpectedly became the urging of Guan Panpan. I bought four or five pieces of gold at all. The singing and dancing teaching will do its best, and will not go with each other. If this poem was explained literally, the general idea was: Zhang Yan selected several women who were as beautiful as flowers and jade in those years, and taught them to sing and dance at all costs. Once Zhang Yan died, no one followed him. Zhang zhongsu was also a man with many troubles. He handed these four poems into Guan Panpan’s hands. At first, Panpan thought it was a rare honor to get the attention of great poets and write poems softly. When she began to read carefully, she couldn’t help feeling a strong shock when she read it without following her body. She thought that the implied meaning in the poem was too compelling, the words were sharp, and it was really unfair. He couldn’t help crying loudly, crying for his own bad life and the injustice of the world. In the blurry of tears and eyes, according to Bai Juyi’s poetic rhyme, he was reconciled with the seven-character quatrains one song: self-defense empty building to restrain hatred eyebrows, which was in the shape of peony branches after spring. I was surprised that daoquantai didn’t follow others because they didn’t care deeply. Guan Panpan’s poems include confession, bitterness and anger. The peony branch in the poem is the same as the peony branch after spring, which is inherited from the saying that Bai Juyi praised her for being drunk and charming at the happy banquet in those years. The peony flowers were blooming at that time, but now it is just like the flowers in the same spring will be thanked; The deep meaning of cherishing others is that I regret that I can’t understand her true state of mind. I praise her when she is blooming, and when she is about to fall down, it is even worse. By now, she had already been bored. Since someone forced her to die, she had no choice. After that, Guan Panpan started a hunger strike. Ten days later, this generation of beauty who was as beautiful as flowers and Jade and able to sing and dance finally died on the swallow floor. When she was dying, she barely supported her weak body, and wrote the following verse: children did not know the sky, and the blue mud was covered with sweat and snow. This sentence is obviously aimed at Bai Juyi. Guan Panpan, who had lived alone for ten years, actually didn’t care much about life and death. In fact, the whole life of death was not a sad thing for her; however, she hated only her infatuation, but was not understood by Bai Juyi. She thought that she was unwilling to give her life for Zhang Wei, instead, she forced herself to a dead end as an outsider. In Panpan’s eyes, the well-known Bai Juyi had become a naive child at this time, where she could recognize her pure and pure love! The news of Guan Panpan’s death reached Bai Juyi’s ears. At first, he was shocked and understood that Guan Panpan was indeed a chastity woman who was infatuated with friendship; Then, he thought of the direct relationship between Guan Panpan’s death and his poems, and his mood turned from admiration to deep guilt. Therefore, he asked many help to bury Guan Panpan’s body to the side of Zhang Wei’s tomb, which could be regarded as a little compensation for Guan Panpan and relieve some of his guilty feelings. But what is the significance of this care to Guan Panpan who died of sorrow? It is still just a matter of adding a false reputation! In his old age, Bai Juyi recalled his thoughtfulness and casualness in those years, and regretted that these young concubines in the mansion would look forward to their miserable fate again, so he simply left them all with freedom, let them fly. At that time, Bai Juyi, who sang out of Sima’s blue shirt in Jiangzhou, was kind of back to his soul. Then, let’s analyze now. What does Bai Juyi mean by this poem on Earth? From the perspective of poetry, when it comes to sighing the fashion of the world from the perspective of Zhang Yin, the second is to imply the hope, and the third is to say that others are fickle to contrast the infatuation of the hope, among them, there may also be feelings after observing life calmly. In a word, several kinds of inferences seem to have their own reasons. However, I am afraid that only the poet Bai at that time could tell all the meanings that were really contained clearly by himself. According to Bai Juyi’s opinion, even if Bai Juyi was talking about Guan Panpan, it was originally a heart of sympathy, not a heart to hurt Panpan, just because according to people’s moral standards at that time, it is a noble and supreme virtue of a woman to die for her husband. Bai Juyi’s thought, since he was looking forward to staying alone for Zhang Yi, why didn’t he take a step forward to leave a good reputation as a chastity martyr and become a beautiful talk through the ages? In heaven, I wish to be a biybird, and in earth, I wish to be a branch. In the poet’s mind, he firmly believed that moral integrity and fame were more important than life. He thought that persuading Panpan to die for love was not forcing her to go to a dead end, but pointing out a sunny road for her. The poem is not clear, there are thousands of readers, there are thousands of Hamlet, and Guan Panpan as a reader, she must think like this, so that she died of depression, this may be beyond Bai Juyi’s expectation when he wrote this poem. He didn’t expect the objective consequence, and that’s the difference between subjective poets and objective readers. There are many versions of this legend, which is widely spread among the people. Some historical materials even say that what Panpan married was not Zhang Jian, the minister of rites, but Zhang Jian, Zhang Jian’s father, Xuzhou provincial envoy, but there was a consensus, that frivolous poem was the direct factor that forced a generation of beauty Guan Panpan to death, which became Bai Juyi’s crime. Lao Bai thought that in the long history, the credibility of these folklore inevitably had to be discounted. Although Bai Juyi was addicted to voice in his later years, he would not feel happy if he forced someone else’s little wife to death. He was not so muddled and abnormal at all. As for Bai Juyi, an ancient man thousands of years ago, Lao Bai no longer made too many comments. No one is perfect, and Bai Juyi is certainly not a high book. He was lecherous, romantic, depressed and mean, but he couldn’t hide the glittering cultural brilliance from him. We remembered him finally because of his poems. After Guan Panpan’s death, many literary celebrities wrote poems to commemorate this bitter female poet who had an affair with Bai Juyi. One day in Song Dynasty, Su Shi, a great poet, climbed the swallow Tower at night and once wrote a poem: Tianya is a tired guest, returning to the mountain, looking at the old garden. The swallow building is empty, where is the beauty? Empty lock building in Yan. Ancient and modern as a dream, he once dreamed, but there are old happiness and new resentment. In different times, the night view of the yellow building sighed for Yu Hao. Wang Wei, a famous geisha in Qing Dynasty, also wrote poems in memory of this peer: Luo Chengzi was afraid of the new coolness, and felt pity for the night without sleep. Ten years before the building of life and death, I thought carefully about the curtain. After reading this, I couldn’t help sighing for Guan Panpan, a female poet. The words of others should never be trusted and cared about. Instead, they broke their lives. People should also have their own opinions when they are critical. They should take responsibility for the right and wrong, and others will not be responsible for your actions.

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It rained quietly for a day, but I lay quietly for a day. Hearing the rustling rain, my heart was also rustling. They called to the Internet cafe several times, but I didn’t go. I don’t know why, I came back from the Internet cafe yesterday. I should be happy, but I couldn’t be happy at all. I know the reason is still her. Looking at her beautiful face, I couldn’t find her natural smile. There is a slight wound in my heart. I felt regretful in my heart. I regretted that I didn’t give her a promise at that time, even if it was fake. She might not go to find him. But I know that I can’t give her anything. I hope she is happy. Since I knew that he said he loved her. I pushed her to him. Because he said he could give her a home. And I can’t. I hope she is happy. But now I know what he gave her is a false promise. I could see the pain in her heart. But she couldn’t see the pain in my heart. I said I had put her down. Put it down because of her happiness. I said that when she was truly happy, I would leave slowly. I don’t want to talk about feelings with her. She called me brother Sheng. I meet. But you said he wanted his family and didn’t want you. But you still love her. Can I put you down in this way? But you don’t know I am is still. I tell you that you can’t let go of this kind of brother and sister. Is? Only the heart know. This quiet rain is my quiet thoughts for a day. If you should put it down, you will definitely put it down. Just time. Just surface. Only the heart knows. Quietly, put you in my heart. Quiet guard. Guard my unexpected angel. Forever.

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It is less than 1.6 meters tall and less than 60 kilograms. Close to the public’s face in the crowd, the descendants of yellow skin. I inherited my mother’s spots, and her appearance was much more beautiful than sister Hua’s clothes, but it was not so annoying that people looked at me. The gender that men pursue, and the jealous figure of women. ② The Soul wants the eternal peace of pigeons, the equality, friendship, mutual help, mutual respect and mutual love that human beings possess; The world is always full of happiness, happiness and health; The world is as beautiful as heaven, like the appearance of a paradise; Want beautiful things to be beautiful forever, the climate of Four Seasons is like the scenery of Changchun, birds and flowers are everywhere, butterflies fly and peacocks dance. ③ sometimes impatient, sometimes steady, sometimes rough, sometimes docile. I like it for a while, but I prefer to think calmly. Sometimes I am introverted, sometimes I want to be stable and wandering. I like the truth of things, even if it is a cruel fact, it is too serious and true in terms of reason. I hate being cheated, lying people, hypocritical people, and even more swearing people. Insist on the idea that true is true, false is false, beauty is beauty, and ugliness is ugliness. Keep silent if you can’t say anything. ④ love photography and writing. After work, describe your life and express your feelings. In my spare time, take a camera for a walk and play in the wild, and shoot a moment of nostalgia. I love white, black, blue and cyan, and I hate red the most. Love Leisure, love shopping, see what you like, see your own financial ability to buy, unable to buy is not more than the pursuit, just shrug smile, do impatient action, turn around and leave without worrying about it. ⑤ experienced the failure of love, the artificial frame-up in work, the wandering process of life and death, The Fool of the opposite sex and the stability of marriage life. ⑥ love someone, hate someone, want to kill someone, and hurt a few people unintentionally. I am extremely weak in lethality, general in appearance and shallow in experience. No one will put myself in my heart forever. Hurt is not the original intention of the person I love, nor the original intention of the person who loves me. It is the creation that makes people. I met the wrong person when I was right, and I met the right person when I was wrong. For the scarred soul, the only choice is to escape. I am afraid of being hurt again. Whether it hurts me or others, it is the burden of my soul. Love hurts the most in this world. The emotion is very fragile, and it will be broken if you hit it like a thin glass. No matter family affection, love, friendship can be hurt, but these injuries have been experienced. Now I am blocking my true emotions, and the people I communicate with are also talking in a general way. No one can easily walk into the depth of my heart ……. ⑦ I graduated from high school with a high education background, and I am unwilling to take over the class. I have finished my junior, it can be regarded as a junior college graduate with the second degree. He majored in clinical medicine, and his real job was in the financial office, which was off track with his studies. ⑧ job changes and abilities in the first year of work, he was arranged by Abba in the post Liu Wuguan department. He was transferred to the charging room for fear of blood and cruelty of the world. One year later, he went to the pharmacy and worked for epidemic prevention for two months, I was transferred to Guo Lou for two years. I worked in the nursing office for half a month and the charging room for several months. Then I worked as the department director in the pharmacy. Finally, I was secondment to cross road till now. I worked as an instrument nurse in the operating room in the pharmacy, took charge of the logistics, worked as a cashier, took charge of the pharmacy, and served as the first co-manager, finally, he was promoted to be the chief accountant of the unit. I wanted to make progress, but the social atmosphere made me give up. Now I want to be safe and stable in my current position until I retire, but the change of leaders is too diligent. It seems that I don’t get what I want. Let’s see the future development. I don’t want to be shot any more. I don’t know what’s going on. Strong working ability, love learning, love specialized research, and business ability are listed as the top three in the unified system of the county. Supported by peers, they are often called teachers. But always envied by person, after the Institute low key. But …… it was written on the 6th of 2012 like (prose editor: Di Mo Chengshang) the 30th of my WeChat era

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Last night, the child’s father went to pick up the son of night self-study. When I have a husband, I feel that I am always sleepy and want to sleep. Maybe it is because of dependence. And my son seems to be bored because his father is here. Because the words his father gave him were always reproachful, and he always asked a lot, which made him feel very annoyed, even my mother felt very annoyed when listening to him. Last night, my son had some porridge and leaned against the bed with English review paper, but soon his eyes were closed and he was going to sleep. Later I asked him to get up and wash his face and feet, and he ignored him, I fell asleep on the bed without taking off my clothes and shoes. Later, his father helped him take off his shoes and socks and move him to the bed to cover the quilt for him. At five o’clock in the morning, I wanted to wake up my son early so that he could read English, but why couldn’t I wake up? He didn’t go out to wash up until five o’clock, and then he looked very serious lying on the table, I thought he was reading English, and I was still happy. I didn’t know that he was still doing the last big math question until later. I guess I didn’t make it yesterday, but now I’m thinking about it. When I came back last night for porridge, I asked him whether he had finished his homework? He said it was done. I said that you would read English later and then read the composition, and these two are his weakest items now. My son promised well, but he fell asleep soon. Maybe he was really tired. But if a person has a dream, even if he is sleepy, he will find a way to overcome it. He always wants to do things well! Looking at my son’s state, I am really worried. When his father got up in the morning, he said: Chen Fei, I helped you remove your slippers and socks last night. You didn’t wash your face, so you were so lazy. My son said as soon as he heard it: you are so bored! I said: don’t come in the future, I ‘d better stay with my son! The child’s father had a lot of opinions. But I do have a feeling that as long as the child’s father is here, his ambition will disappear. Why? There are only two reasons for me to think over and over again: one is that what the child’s father often says is always striking. We know that children all need encouragement. If you want him to be good, you should say positive encouragement and let him develop in a good way. And always use striking words, not to mention children, no matter who is unwilling to listen. Since I don’t want to listen to you, I can’t communicate with you. Second, the child’s father always gets up very late. I once told him that if your son is here, you should get up early and set an example. But he couldn’t do it, instead, he was an example of sleeping in. And his son is studying. He plays cards on the computer. Can these not give children a bad impression? It is also said that he would not want his father to come in the future. Can he really not want him to come? No, a man is the head of the family. How can he not come? I just hope he can have a positive influence on my son. Parents are children’s role models! In particular, the role of father is an example of masculinity of men. My son spent a lot of time with me, which made him quiet and gentle like a girl. In a family, parents are the first teachers of their children. If they want their children to do well, they must do well first. They can’t do well. How can they ask their children to do well? Everything is imperceptibly influenced. So when the child’s father told him what his son did, his son always talked back to him, and he was more reasonable than him. However, he would never talk back to my son. He listened to what I said, but he didn’t have perseverance, which still needed to be done by his efforts. What pleased me this morning was that my son didn’t want me to urge him when he arrived. He would take the initiative to pack up and go to school. I praised it on my way to school. If a child is still a child, he should be able to discover the advantages of the child every day and encourage him more to make him have a good mood. The state of learning is very important. If you are in a bad mood, you will not learn well at this stage. There is still a little time before the senior high school entrance examination. I hope I can set an example and logistics for my son in the final sprint so that he can achieve his wish. This is also my biggest wish!

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The night I miss you, the wind is always soft, the moonlight shines into the window, shining light, as if telling me that I can find you, miss you, miss you. I came to your side through the moonlight and gently touched your face, hugged you affectionately, kissed you gently, and gradually intoxicated at night! Your handsome smiling face is back and forth in my mind, which makes me love and dream back! Why are you speechless when we meet each other, lonely to heartbreak? Night: You are also hurting me, sighing for me! Slowly put away the moonlight and return. Only the breeze is teasing, blowing me! In the early morning: I am sitting in the moonlight and open the laptop to write a letter (message) for you, which refers to knocking the keyboard to complain about my mind, and compresses it into a message; A line of words, a period of love; A piece of paper, I love words. I brushed a breeze to send my yearning for you, drawing a bird flying to your side; I would like to turn into a gust of wind, a shower, and I would like to call the wind and rain for you! Raise a pen to prove that I miss your night. Moves 2013-4-28

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Equisetum ramosissimum flowering. The light blue flowers came into my eyes, seeped into such a deep and shallow world, and gradually became bright in places that I could not touch. I love every flower, why do you always want to be bright in places I can’t touch now? Just like your fragrance is so light that I have nowhere to find? How I wish to touch you! Please don’t be so dull as soon as I love the flowers. The ladder made by spiders for me will be ready soon. Please give me time, let me see if your light blue flower heart is still enchanting my figure. I love every flower, please give me time, I am on my way. I am no longer that timid girl: the wind and snow turned into swords and penetrated my body, the Thunder and Lightning turned into gold needles and stabbed into my bones, but my hands were tightly wrapped around the spider line. But why don’t my flowers give me time ,, the flowers bloom. Light blue flowers bloom outside my heart. The light blue flower heart which once filled with me penetrated my body and opened in the place where my fingertips could not touch. 2012/8/26

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When I think the seeds on any tree are ripe, I will directly plant the seeds with fruits or seed coats to the top of the mountain without trees, such as apricot ripe, the ripe apricot fruits with apricot seeds are directly planted in the soil on the top of the mountain. When the peach and tangpear are ripe, the peach and tangpear are buried beside the grass on the hillside. The same Persimmon, cypress, forsythea chinensis, yellow prickly plum, cherry and so on all adopt this method to make seeds choose the time of germination under the condition of soil temperature and humidity. The purpose of doing this is to give more tree species to let nature take its course. When there is no human intervention, the apricot will fall when it is ripe, and when it falls to a suitable place and is buried in the soil, it will take root and sprout, the same is true for other tree species. But when the tree species fall into the grass on the ground, they will be buried in the dust of rotten branches and leaves to obtain the necessary conditions for germination, or washed away by rain, taken to other places by birds and beasts, and buried in the soil to obtain the necessary conditions for germination, A time process is needed. Where is washed by rain, or taken by birds and beasts, the randomness is very strong, which is not necessarily conducive to the effective use of geographical space. Artificial and conscious assistance can make up for the deficiency under natural conditions, which is more conducive to the utilization of geographical space by tree species and their own development and growth. Tree species such as peach, apricot, tangpear and Diospyros diossus are buried in the soil together with fruit seeds. After the fruit decays, it is likely to become the necessary nutrition for the seeds to take root and germinate. It is generally believed that the fruits outside The seeds should be the bait prepared for transmission. For example, apricot and peach are likely to become delicious food of Beaver and badger after being ripe. They defecate within the range of activities, the seeds were planted far away from the mother tree, which could be the top of the mountain, the valley, the cliff crack, or the bottom of the stream. Because of the diversity of their food, no matter where they take the seeds through physiological excretion, there will be more abundant and diverse nutrients than apricot. Tangpear and cherry are likely to be spread by birds, so they can also be seen in places where animals cannot reach. Although artificial afforestation on demand is not as sufficient and diverse as that of birds and beasts for seed germination, it can reasonably preserve and utilize limited nutrients, such as allowing seeds to go deep into the soil in time, meet the basic conditions required for tree species to take root and sprout. Aerial seeding afforestation should be an imitation of the behavior of trees falling seeds into seedlings and using birds to eat in the air during the process of natural forest restoration. Because this method has low afforestation cost, the preservation rate is better than that of artificial planting and afforestation, which has been widely promoted in many places. I believe that artificial on-demand afforestation will have a better effect. However, the selection of tree species must be truly suitable to the land and trees, and the economic interests should not be put in the first place. In the past, we always talked about suitable trees, that is, the scope of suitable trees is too narrow, so it is difficult to have ideal effect. I have proposed that even my 60-year-old colleagues don’t agree with it when planting on the top of the mountain without trees and growing well locally, and there are also yellow bayberries growing on some top of the mountain. Why, the habitual thinking still works. For decades, there is only grass growing on the mountain. Why can’t we plant some shrubs that adapt to the geographical climate but have no economic value first? After many shrubs conquer the mountain top, if we cultivate valuable trees, we will not have ecological and economic benefits. Generally speaking, the usual afforestation method is to deal with the mature seeds well, store them until the next year, plant them in the well-prepared nursery, and cultivate them with enough fertilizer and sufficient water, when the seedlings meet the specification requirements, then plant the seedlings to the forest land. The advantage of this method is that the effect is fast, and the disadvantage is that the requirements are high, such as sufficient rainwater, ideal forest land. To put it bluntly, it limits the plasticity range of seedlings. If seeds are selected under natural conditions, the plasticity range will be greatly increased and the ability to adapt to geographical climate will be improved.

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Not long ago, I made a boring statistic about the death number of relatives, which was sorted by time. Now the compilation is as follows: that year, my grandmother died; That year, my little sister died; That year, mother died; That year, little aunt died; That year, little uncle died; That year, wife and nephew died; That year, grandmother died; That year, my aunt died; That year, my aunt died; That year, my aunt died; That year, my mother-in-law died; That year, my aunt died; That year, my little uncle died; That year, my uncle died; That year, my father-in-law died; That year, my cousin died; That year, my father died; That year, my big sister died. Time is indeed a sharp machete, waving at the speed of light, which makes those creatures, old and young, who are not dodging or mischievous, become ghosts of the sword. Looking at the cemetery, the dense tomb looked like the stumps left by the cutting of contiguous forests. I was deeply shocked, sighed and touched, and finally muddled along reluctantly. In fact, in the face of death, you can understand what kind of mentality you hold, because this is the ultimate perception of life after all. However, I am alive! When I am was alive, I saw relatives passing away one by one, just like seeing pieces of fallen leaves flying in front of my eyes, but I couldn’t catch them, so I could only let them disappear without a trace. The oldest of them is over 100 years old, the youngest is less than four years old, and most of them die of illness; There are 18 relatives in total, but none of them left the World voluntarily, although some of them live quite hard. When my grandmother passed away, I was only eight years old. It was the first time that I experienced the death of my relatives. After that, I followed the scene one after another. Now I have been more than half a hundred years old. Although I have not seen through the world of mortals, I have ignored life and death. Fortunately, it seems that I can still live! In fact, it is not easy to live in this land, especially for ordinary people, they need more ventilation and wisdom, at least have the psychological quality of dead skin. On this point, beggars have set a good example for us since ancient times. However, innovation is needed in the new era, such as having no place to live in bridge openings and dry wells. In short, the living cannot be suffocated by urine. As for small businessmen and peddlers, they need some intelligence. It is obvious that only thinking about business is not suitable for the development of the times. They must also learn the survival skills of hiding in Tibet. If they are careless, they will be reimbursed. Life is infinitely beautiful, but there is no bottom line for a bad life; The scenery of heaven and hell actually exists in our reality, and there is no need to look for it at all. Chatting with friends often touches the topic of the meaning of life. I don’t have much interest in it. Human beings are the products of the nature. If you say there is any meaning, there is no meaning. If you say there is no meaning, you can add, remove, multiply and divide it. But living, and trying hard to live, this is the fundamental, no matter whether you live like a model or a dog, it is unreasonable to say that only the stupidest person asks why people live. The living should know how to be grateful to life, and don’t be complacent or forget about it, so as to take life as a joke or even trample on life, which is undoubtedly the biggest sin. You know, every individual in life is thin and fragile. Although you are still gasping, your life before yesterday is already dead, and the rest of your life is also dying 1 minute 1 second. People are always struggling to survive in such a narrow time gap between yesterday and tomorrow. How difficult it is!

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