One day, holding a neither thick nor thin book, you ran to me excitedly, pointing at the black words on the white paper and said with a smile: look at you, this sentence is really good! I was attracted by her voice. I leaned over and saw only those figures pointed at by my finger: Butterfly, how can I fly across the sea? My heart was stunned, then I smiled at the man, without saying anything, but thinking in my heart: Butterfly, I don’t know if it can fly over the sea, I only know that I am not a butterfly, therefore, I can fly across the sea. That man couldn’t hear what was in my heart, so I had to reply with a smirk. I was always like this. Whenever I didn’t want to speak, I would always pull up a smile without soul, it’s a little far-fetched. I don’t know if others can see it. I only know that my heart is very clear about what on earth is in my smile. Sometimes I hate me like this, but more often, I prefer to let it flow away like this, while I still haven’t made any changes. Since then, I don’t know why. You always say that butterfly can’t fly over the sea. And what I can’t fly is always the moral barrier, even a harmless joke. Others call people like me rigid. Of course, some people say that people like me are thin-skinned. Every time the later generations said the answer, my heart always thumbs up, as if I was seen through by others, but my face is a smile that does not show the mountain or the water, I still look heartless all day long. I didn’t do such a thing, didn’t pretend to be a fan of others to enter other people’s concerts, didn’t make up reasons to ask for leave just to be punished, and didn’t seem to have done anything against morality. When I am alone, I will smile bitterly. In fact, I don’t want to do something harmless, but it seems that I don’t have the courage to do it. Or, in another way, this is, so thin-skinned. I still remember the first time someone asked me to help her cheat. I didn’t answer but didn’t refuse. After finishing the test paper, I quietly avoided the invigilator’s eyes and wrote the answer on the draft paper, but I didn’t immediately give the answer to the strangers behind me. Not don’t want to, but, dare not. In fact, knowing that the exam was over, I still didn’t have the courage to pass the answer on that paper to that person. The small piece of white paper with answers written like ravines and ravines knew that the exam was over, but I didn’t know that it was completely wet by the sweat in my palm. I threw this answer into the trash can, and then when it seemed that it had never happened, I kept comforting myself with words like cheating was wrong. I can’t cross the threshold of morality. What’s more, the threshold even can’t reach morality. At this time, I felt that I was just like that butterfly. I tried my best, but still couldn’t reach the other shore. At that time, it seemed that even I didn’t know what it was. Later, time passed by in the air like dust, which seemed to leave no trace for me. I was still the butterfly and the sea, it seems that I can never fly. At that time, I could deeply feel the sorrow of butterfly. I don’t know where the butterfly can’t fly but the sea comes from? Are based not on fact? I don’t know these, but for myself, I can always know clearly. Just like I love the light that sunshine penetrates through the layers of leaves and falls in front of my eyes, just like I love the cool wind blowing the high leaves, while the low leaves are still different, just like I love a person lying on the grass and looking at the blue sky, and then letting myself miss the person who has stopped in my heart in the past days, just like I obviously don’t like it, however, I still repressed my heart and echoed with a smile, so sometimes I also felt that I would be hypocritical, but I didn’t take it to heart. No one said that I must show others my true self. After all, I still haven’t crossed such a barrier. I don’t know when to change and when? At this time, I will come after all. At that time, I liked someone very much and kept everything in my heart quietly. I was happy but sad. I carefully collected it. Before that, I actually didn’t know what love was and what sex was. At that time, I always took things too simple. I like it, but I don’t like being hurt. So I didn’t even have the strength to pull up a hypocritical smiling face. Seeing that man getting further and further away from me, I didn’t have any tendency to chase. However, since then, I have learned to be myself. I have never forced myself as before and never cared about myself in others’ eyes. Perhaps, if there is no one who likes himself, then you don’t have to bear it. I never compared myself to a butterfly any more. First, I no longer thought about the distance between a butterfly and the sea like this. The butterfly is too beautiful, but I yearn for the ordinary. People who know me all say how my life can be so ordinary. In their words, it is so boring, but I still enjoy it. Look at the mountains, even if they are just small mounds, water, even if they are just shallow pools, the sky, even if they are just haze, clouds, even if they are just dark clouds. Later on, I lived a more and more comfortable life, but I was still like a fish suddenly got water, and I just wanted to swim in the water without thinking about anything, I don’t know how long I haven’t felt it. The more you think like this, the more you feel that it is really not easy to live like this. Now, butterflies still cannot fly over the sea, right? I don’t know.

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Ten years of trees, One Hundred Years of trees, education is like cooking soup, which needs to be simmered slowly. If making soup is as urgent as cooking, how can you cook delicious food with excellent fragrance? Inscription [how should I educate you] it was over 7 o’clock in the evening when my son came home from school. Covered with dust, a tired face. The teacher asked each student to clean the classroom with pots, brushes and washing powder to do the cleaning work before the start of school. My son said to me aggrieved: he was the only one in the whole class carrying things, and he was the only one washing the floor of the whole classroom. Some classmates borrowed his Basin but didn’t know to return it to him. Later he found it by himself. The teacher assigned a good job in dumping garbage. He slipped away long ago. He stayed and dumped the garbage before going home. The gentle and kind son said angrily: they are too incompetent, too disobeying the rules, and have no sense of responsibility at all! I wanted to open my mouth to comfort my son, but I didn’t know how to speak. Because this kind of thing has happened to him many times from primary school to now. The contrast between reality and my son’s education is too great. Facing my son’s doubts and indignation, my language seems too pale. From childhood to adulthood, I have been educating children, obeying public rules, and being a person with social responsibility and responsibility. Fortunately, my children grew up all the way according to my educational requirements. He keeps a low profile, is friendly to his classmates, respects teachers and loves relatives. In addition, I am also very pleased that my son loves science. He pursues truth diligently with a realistic and realistic attitude. He is a good student with excellent quality and learning, not only with scores first. When he was in the fourth grade of primary school, I spent more than 800 yuan to buy him an astronomical telescope according to his requirements. After that, he often took this telescope to observe Astronomy with a group of astronomy enthusiasts and wrote Observation diaries. In the fourth grade of primary school, he was able to read Hawking’s “black hole” and had a strong interest in black holes. At home, no matter what you eat, you should ask your elders first, and never forget to leave some for your cousin who lives together. Our family was fairly affluent, but he never compared with others to eat, wear and play. He dressed simply and helped others generously. I gave him enough money to attend summer camp with my classmates, but he used money rationally and never spent it randomly. He had many classmates who had already spent all his money. My children lent them money generously to help them in emergency. When eating in the school canteen, some children ate his free food for half a month and never paid him back. Other students really couldn’t stand it, so they quietly told my son that they should never pay attention to that classmate any more, because this classmate had already owed several classmates, it’s just that other students are not as generous as my son. Sometimes, my son asks me: why are other classmates not as good as us? Where can they get money to buy iphone4s and apad? I was speechless, and I didn’t know how to answer him. Because I knew the temperament of my child, his lucky money was controlled by himself, so he also saved a sum of money which was not small. When his classmates knew it, someone secretly borrowed money from him for hundreds of yuan without telling his parents. His classmates had a dinner party in AA System. Some of them were not financially difficult, but there were always people who didn’t have enough money or didn’t have money every time. The rest of the money is not enough for my child to make up. Why do my children always encounter such things? I can’t help asking myself: is there something wrong with my education or our society? Our society calls for cultivating people who are responsible, responsible, ideal and moral. -Reality? We ask others to care, trust and warm ourselves, but how do we treat others? Many parents were afraid that their children would suffer losses in the society in the future, so they taught their children to be hard-pressed, competitive, unreasonable and even take advantage of them. They would rather live frugally than meet the unreasonable requirements of children. Results? Children cultivated by unlimited indulgence learn to be selfish and do not know tolerance and tolerance. I don’t know what kind of language to use to communicate with my son, because I also fell into confusion and meditation. But one thing I know is that all my classmates trust my son very much and are willing to learn and play with him. Thinking of this, I said to my son: Although you have devoted a lot and seemingly suffered a lot, everyone is willing to be with you. Because they got warmth and help from you. Everyone yearns for light and warmth. The sun always selflessly dedicates his own light and heat. Therefore, you are the little sun in the hearts of your relatives and the sun in the hearts of everyone who likes you! [Haste makes trouble] How did the shower stop? I took the opportunity to buy fruit at a nearby fruit store. On the way, I met an old man in his sixties who was selling pears and peaches in a rain cape. His weather-beaten face left the mark carved by years knife. Looking at that face, I changed my mind, stopped and wanted to buy the old man’s fruit, hoping that he could sell it home earlier and stop waiting in the wind and rain. The big and red peach, with delicious color, looks like the queen mother’s flat peach. The pear is golden and looks clearer after being washed by the rain. The old man introduced to me that peaches are juicy peaches produced in Wuxi, crisp and sweet; Pears are big and small, and sweet. I asked about the price. Peaches cost 4 yuan per jin, pears cost 3 yuan per jin. The price was not cheap, but I decided to buy more, each of which weighed 5 Jin. When I got home, I couldn’t wait to peel peaches and pears for my son to eat. Introduce him the good fruit today while cutting. My son said plainly after eating: there is no taste at all. I didn’t believe it, so I tasted it myself. As my son said, there was no fruit smell at all, and there was a pair of good leather bags empty. Normally, the varieties of peaches and pears should be as delicious as the old man introduced. But the times have changed, and everything pays attention to high efficiency and quick success. Look, the fruit I bought today is also a quick-finished product with too much fertilizer, so it loses its original taste. Nowadays, how many food on our table are not instant? Instant meat, instant vegetables and instant eggs are all that you can’t imagine, and no Chinese people can’t make them. Everything has its specific rules of growth and development, ranging from the development of the country and society to the growth and development of individuals, as well as many details in life. If we violate the law of the development of things and blindly pursue speed, we will be too quick to reach. I think of a fable: promoting the growth of seedlings. Think about what we have done in our daily life? Children who learn language learn the knowledge of kindergarten, children in kindergarten learn the knowledge of primary school, and children in primary school learn the knowledge of junior high school. Everything is artificially difficult. What did we gain in the end? What we have gained is a machine that can only learn knowledge and do homework. We forget that we are facing people with life, thoughts and distinct personalities, rather than products without life. For this, our children have lost their due golden childhood. Haste is not up to speed. Why do everyone think that the former vegetables were fragrant and the former meat tasted? Is it true that people’s taste has become higher? Maybe there are some, but to be sure, there was no instant food before. I often heard from the old that only one litter of fat pigs could be produced in the previous year, but now one litter can be produced in a few months. Imagine: Can pork produced in one year and pork produced in several months be chewed as well? Before his death, Mr. Qian Xuesen once had a deep conversation with Premier Wen Jiabao. Why during the period of the Republic of China, the country was turbulent and poor, and schools had been displaced for several times, but they could cultivate so many high-end talents? Why is there few high-end talents coming out after the founding of the People’s Republic of China for so long and the country becomes rich? What’s wrong with our education? With the rapid development of economy, in order to make up for the lost time of the ten-year catastrophe, we have also listed the cultivation of talents as the acceleration state. We regard cultivating talents as the products on the assembly line of the processing factory to copy. Some things are urgent, just like cooking a pot of soup, which needs to be simmered slowly. If making soup is as urgent as cooking, how can you cook delicious food with excellent fragrance? Haste makes it impossible. No matter how highly efficient it is, it cannot violate the development law of objective things. To do something, we need to have the same mentality as gentlemen and ladies walking on the streets of London, leisurely, calm and calm.

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Knowing that it was not love, it was the trace of the hazy girl’s love, but sticking to the starry sky stubbornly, feeling the self-made Starlight, Moonlight, sunshine and tears in the dark night. And we must stick to this single-minded truth. Let the heart flap close tightly, and don’t open her youthful beauty to decorate the most beautiful season for any opposite sex.

You were the highlight of my life in the dull study and life in the shy days when I began to love. Because of you, I feel the heartache, sadness and jealousy in lovesickness for the first time.

You have hinted me many times about what I will be like when I grow up. You don’t know if I will fall in love with you with worshipful feelings and can’t bet on the unpredictable future. I can’t put my future Sky aside because of your love, let alone kill my beautiful years with selfish love. You give up and choose nothing to do, but you never know how my tears every night make my eyes swollen, how my heart twitched your marriage again and again, and how you evaded your transfer, you also don’t know that my amblyopia is caused by more crying.

I’m older. Learn to. I was me. Occasionally encounter, you hide your feelings deeper, even indifferent. I doubted myself. I also understand that you will never give up waiting at home. That love deposits in the deepest sea, but no matter when and where, I always think of you unconsciously at the moment of emotional separation, faint loss, inexplicable palpitation, always stab me in the painful eyes that you can’t hide, pain my sorrow, happiness my awakening.

I can’t live in the fantasy of vacuum, neither can I be under the pressure from my parents. It’s time for me to get married. I want to find my partner in life and get to know each other one after another, one after another, I am not familiar with it and have become strangers. There is no trace in life. Am I demanding too much, or are you too excellent? Or does that love stay where it is and I am unwilling to move? I don’t want to ask. I just want to immerse myself in the deep eyes you suppress and let it ignite the emotional journey of my life. I always think this is the loyalty of love.

In the monotony day after day, I was tired of everything in front of me, I hated myself, I escaped, I went far away, I wanted to find my faith again, I want to pursue my ideal.

In the boundless flow of people, in the wandering days, I abruptly doubted my insistence.

Time can dilute everything and brighten everything. So many years of love flickered in the phantom of neon lights, gradually losing its original brightness. The beauty of the past gradually recorded the journey in my mind and became an invincible scenery.

Your affectionate eyes once lit up the time and space of my feelings for many years, which ran through the integrity of my youth.

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