At that moment, I saw the confusion in my eyes, felt the heaviness in my steps, smelled the gloomy vision of life, and experienced the wanton drift of lonely soul, my tired body was wandering around with a lonely and lost heart. My youth was at the age of blooming flowers, but my heart grew old in the loss, looking at the haggard face in the mirror, so I want to understand myself. There is a happy family, a beautiful love, a group of friends who often play around, teachers and colleagues who love themselves, and the next step is to find a good job, and these should be extremely happy for me who just graduated from college, but I often feel sad alone. I like being in a busy city but eager for quietness in a noisy atmosphere; I like traveling in ancient and modern times with books in hand but holding a mouse to play with passion; I like the full challenging work but I feel tired and complain all over the sky in the busy work; I like to treat everyone around me kindly and sincerely, but I become autistic because of fear after being injured; I like someone to accompany me from beginning to end, but when we are together, we are shouting about others’ mistakes; I like to dress myself up mature to do things and then find myself so naive; I like to look forward to the future consciously but open my eyes but don’t want to do the work at hand ………., so, in a world that doesn’t understand myself, I live a life that seems to be heartless, at a certain moment, I want to understand myself only if I have something to understand. Thinking about the happiness in front of me, looking at the expectation of the future and the road under my feet, I know that everyone is eager to write down the glory of his life or the self-realization of life value in the limited life journey, leaving shining footprints and unregretful memories, but before that, we should understand ourselves. The days of graduation seem to have lost navigation, and the wandering life has become a lonely soul wandering around. Where to go next has no position. Standing at the confused post station, I often complain that others don’t understand myself, to complain about the unfairness of the society to oneself, to see flowers in the fog, not only the scenery along the way is obliterated, but also to kill his pure soul. After stepping into the society and stepping out of school, I realized that I was an independent individual and a group at the same time. I played different roles from beginning to end, with the growth of age, the roles played will increase again, and will decrease with the aging. The boat of life carried me forward in the sea, with strong wind, heavy rain, hitting reef, torrent and dangerous beach ……, life also let me know that we must be strong when going forward after experiencing challenges one after another, being strong must be clear about the meaning of life that you want to pursue. Ideal is like a round of morning sun hanging in my own Sky, which makes me find the direction to move forward in the dark night. In the slim youth, I find the guide of life again, fortunately, I am no longer a dandelion dancing in the wind, but a chrysalis breaking cocoons into butterflies. There is no limit to learning, and the understanding of oneself is not a matter of one day but a matter of life. Only by knowing the meaning of one’s life and understanding oneself on that day can one increase the score of one’s growth, so as to make my life journey more harvest less frustration, more success and less failure. Clouds in the sky, sounds of nature in the headset, poems in the belly, etc.

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I caught a cold again when it was cold, so I went to the hospital to hang water. There was a little boy hanging water beside me. His father was holding him and hanging water. I sat on the seat and hung water. I had been sitting down for a while, and began to close my eyes and recuperate when I felt nothing was wrong. I suddenly heard that don’t move, it’s hard to do, aunt is hanging water. I opened my eyes and saw the little boy beside me rolling my dropper up and down with his hands. I looked really worried that the little boy accidentally took out the needle in my hand or pulled off the end on the salt bottle with his hand, and said quickly: Don’t move your hands. I didn’t know that little boy said: I just touched it gently with my hands. After saying that, I didn’t mean to remove my hand, but I still got the dropper up and down. Seeing him so cute, I asked him how old he was. He didn’t gnaw at first, turned his head to one side, and couldn’t get his hands back. After a while, his hands couldn’t rest, and he came to get the Dropper again. I asked him again: How old are you? This time he stretched out three fingers and said: three years old. He started to sing and was very happy to see him. I said you sang very well, and I want to praise you. Now he is happier. Singing more vigorously, his father was still sleeping. He sat on his father’s leg and gently twisted his body and sang. I think it’s really good for such a young child to sing several songs, besides, this little boy is very beautiful. I asked: Who taught you to sing? Teacher. Do you go to school? What songs can you sing? Please sing some more for me. The little boy sang two songs again. Although his tongue was not so clear, he was quite devoted to his expression, and he didn’t feel strange and shy at all. Maybe he doesn’t know how to be shy! With such a lively and lovely little boy, time flies. In a flash, his salt water was hung up and he pulled out the needle. His father helped him hold down the needle pulling place on his hand. I talked to him a few words: Your son is really beautiful and smart, and he can sing many songs. He said that his teacher taught him. As a father, when he heard someone praising his child, it was really sweeter than eating honey, a bright smile appeared on his face. He said: We just started a small class. Yes, he has been able to sing several songs. He picked up his son and stood up and said to the child: Say goodbye to the aunt. The child waved to me very obediently, smiled and said sweetly: Bye-bye, aunt! I smiled and waved to him: Goodbye! As we grow older, we gradually feel old, but I think each of us should be old-minded. I was very lucky to meet such a happy child when I was taking intravenous drip, which made me feel relaxed and happy even the boring time of taking intravenous drip. Keep a little childlike heart in your heart, and let yourself be in a childlike heart and a happy life every day.

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Founding sixty years, days change several-turn; Spring breeze of reform to, Pingyu people rich explicit. Listen to me speak slowly I thirty-seven years in days walking see days change of realistic. Eight-year-old before I, is a silly I, living days, walking in days, not much memory the growth. Don’t know bitter, not understand music. shuo ku cry, joking smile, total disrespect anyone feel. Eight-year-old after I go to school, day in Intramuros Pingyu County yang cheng zhen Ridge King Elementary School. It’s a village office of primary school, no fixed classroom, no fixed tables and chairs. Snow Day we hide in ground-breaking wall learning, or in Woods recitation text. Bitter bitter, hard hard. But we were happy, really happy. Toy is for their own use mud made of small figurines, small tables and chairs …… play in the sun, come every family; With mud fabricated pot, small bowl; With mud Ganmian, with leaves when dumpling stuffing, with mud fried fritters, doing What You Is Dad, I am Mom’s game …… down pick up dried sweet potato, pick up soybean paying for school years. Primary School in kerosene lamps, gas lamps lighting the night of the sacred, mud table, BYO chair telling 1970s voice. No newspapers, no lights, no phone coalition. Rural people are so simple and honest; Rural people are so feudal and ignorant. Free love in that age is shameful things. Also affect our students, in-class is three eight line clear, boys can’t laughing, discuss voice, Village People class five years boys don’t know name name. Mud Road, rain difficult rows. Adult quarter after quarter turn public grain pull carts to village. Well aired, Yang good, also afraid thrash back heavy rework. Thirteen-year-old far away from home shi ba li to of Liu in the league (now of yang cheng zhen Middle School) learning, in order to give her mother burden climb trees fold litter unfortunately fell bears life scar; In order not to let father embarrassing, carrying flour walk shi ba li Road own meal raising little brother also completed her studies, and. Lian has light, have fixed tables and chairs, brick sub-shop of potholes Road, rain without need feet muddy …… later to hometown road covered with a brick, rain can bike ride home. Feel life better and better, sun brighter and ……. to alleviate parents’ burden, wei qu qiu quan. Gave up has ideal classroom, seventeen-year-old to jobs. No buses, only the old bicycle; Lack the good color TV, only black and white of 14 inch TV. One night all-unit not to work at night of people crowded together, watching few Channel. No fixed phone number and mobile phone, only is dial three times, pulling out a around three times attached Township’s telecommunications switchboard transfer mood ……. so feel workers than farmers good ears. Think this is teacher realization of the four modernization. Village houses multi-is wall thatch, Road is a few brick paving, majority or mud road. Pingyu town Road or potholes multiple, dilapidated housing, sale rampant, road confetti the wind blow welcome …… thirty-six years later, visit us again days, visit us again Pingyu, you will think it is in Fairyland on Earth: Look! Days city after the reform and opening up, City’s sustained efforts of people, development business economy. Initially formed pharmaceuticals, machinery, chemicals, electronics, building materials, food, grain and oil processing and pillar industry. At present, the city has listed Company A, namely topfond Pharmaceutical (600253). Actively preparing for listing and financing of enterprises are: Thailand Pharmaceutical, Chun development, from whole universe biological, Baiyun paper, Blue Sky Group, Red Star network industry, Pingdingshan blue sky, Cheng flour. In addition, a large number of well-known products and enterprises in the whole province are also developing and expanding rapidly, such as Wang Shouyi shisanxiang series condiments, Zhongji Huajun vehicles, Henan cement, men’s clothing and so on. Logical administration and harmonious people, convenient transportation, spacious cement leads to Quartet, convenient vehicle on day and night bustle …… agricultural resources rich assemble central plains of a variety of snacks, cases with local characteristics salty jellied bean curd and other days City Zhumadian city of main tourist attractions more and more beautiful, let you come don’t want to leave: have chayashan, bo sviii, General Yang Jingyu former residence, zhu gou Revolutionary Martyrs Cemetery, south China Sea Temple, Tongshan scenic spot, Suya Lake, tian zhong shan, Tong river source national forest parks. Don’t believe her friends she can to visit have real experience and feel. Sky City, 2009 nian 5 yue establishment of the Zhumadian Vocational and Technical College; 1979 nian created Zhumadian radio and TV University and. Days City is: National township enterprises things cooperation demonstration zone; Provincial civilized city, Garden City, excellent tourism city; 2007 nian most foreign investment potential city; 2008 National Urban Competitiveness Ranking top ten cases of improving competitiveness cities: focus on three constructions and coordinate the rise of peace; The province’s advanced city for public security work; The national advanced city for education, science and technology progress; The National Model City for double support; China’s financial ecological city. Days City is: liang zhu gu li (Runan); pan gu sheng di (Biyang); Chongyang culture Township (Shangcai); Chinese Leizu culture Township (Xiping); chinese iron sword culture Township (Xiping); Historic and cultural town zhugou town in Queshan County); Chinese history culture County (Runan). Pingyu in Tianzhong city is the county where I live, and the change is even unprecedentedly great. Now there are many private schools, and cars pick up cars for life. Classroom with clear windows, single table learning. Boys and exchange experiences, common learning knowledge, free of ignorance psychological been interrupted. Pingyu from ugly duckling decade became the envy of the White Swan, it heads held high in in the Central Plains, become a beautiful scenery. If you don’t believe it, you can have a look and have a look: the cement road extending in all directions; The buildings arranged orderly; The banks of Qinghe River with weeping willows and tender feelings; The best road for singing and dancing in your life; The yuedanping Island; the pedestrian streets with beautiful scenery and autumn colors; The People’s Park and Tairen Park with beautiful environment …… Unicom mobile, smart information, farmers’ mobile phones shaking hands early, can convey their feelings at any time without worrying about. Urban construction promote rural construction, national prosperity, farmers health. Well-off village, new countryside, di mu subsidies public grain-Meon. New Century, New World, new rural cooperative medical peri. 2009 nian, my county in industry clusters has settled all kinds of industrial project 152, fixed assets investment 2.96 billion yuan. First quarter of this year, GDP 1.664 billion yuan, an increase of 11.9%, amplitude top in Zhumadian city first. 1 5 yue fen, my county industrial enterprises to complete tax 30.7835 million yuan, year-on-year increase of 93%; County above-scale industrial added value of 0.471 billion yuan, year-on-year growth of 18.6%, the City County di 2 bits. Industrial agglomeration areas become to promote Pingyu rapid economic development strong engine. 2006 nian since, county GDP growth for three consecutive years ranked City 9 County first, fiscal revenue growth for three consecutive years ranked first in the city. First five months of this year, county financial general budget revenue 90.99 million yuan, year-on-year growth of 21%, the City County di 3 bits. Pingyu has a long history, splendid culture, Wuhua Tianbao, outstanding people, is party ancient and magical of treasure. Pingyu economic prosperity, social harmony, smoothly, qian cheng jin xiu, is a investment he xing ye hot spot. Pingyu is the hometown of Che Yu culture, the hometown of water-proof and moisture-proof in China, the National Health county, the provincial garden city, and the national demonstration county of East-West cooperation. For two consecutive years was named province safety construction advanced County. As Pingyu people I feel very proud. This year, at the age of 37, I walked in the sky and in Pingyu. I was really touched by the dramatic changes in the city where I lived! Material of rich led spirit civilization. Polite people more, no doubt! Far apart friends Ah, to we days around, to we Pingyu see is one of the world of beautiful than Wonderland look better, more warm, more your nostalgia! Written in 2009 nian 9 yue 19

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My cabin is not luxurious and has no modern and beautiful decoration. There is a desk, two back chairs and a bookcase in the house, which is satisfied. White is added to the upper part of the wall of the cabin, and light blue is added to the lower part. At this time, it gives people a clear and quiet feeling. And the yellow curtain adds a little poetic to the cabin. When the light bulb was opened, the blue and yellow soft light filled the whole cabin. Sitting quietly on this comfortable chair, opening newspapers one by one, carefully savoring the lines of neat and wonderful words. Whenever I am tired, the recorder can play a big role, her harmonious and powerful melody, every cell flowing through my body, how can it make people unhappy? Whenever I was sailing in the sea of learning, there was a gentle and rhythmic knock at the door. I opened the door hurriedly. Under the light, my mother held a cup of steaming tea smilingly. I was moved. I felt the maternal love in the world. I felt that every corner of the cabin was full of this strong love. My cabin belongs to me completely. Usually, you look inside from the door, giving people a feeling that it is chaos! All over the table, all over the Kang were books lying down, sometimes the quilt was not folded, my little sister called me to sleep like a dog kennel. However, there are also clean and orderly ones. Most of them are Sundays, and I sorted them out to say yes. However, the good scene was not long, and it returned to the original. In my small room, there are my hard work, my joy of success; There are also the pain of failure. These joys and sorrows, my diaries are the witnesses of everything in the small room. In the small room, I felt the warmth of maternal love. I knew very well that the beautiful and tranquil small room was the best tomorrow to pour out my heart.

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I haven’t seen a tea offering before mining tea since I was a child. This era is advancing, and things are also constantly developing and changing. People’s thoughts are faced with constantly changing new things every day. Now offering tea is nothing new. Tea enterprises are now very popular in the ceremony of opening the garden to offer tea. Generally, most of them are selected around Qingming Festival. After the ceremony, the garden is officially opened for picking. Offering tea is just like offering worship to our ancestors. In Qingming dynasty, the money of white paper was hung to worship ancestors and graves, while the tea was hung on tea trees with red paper or red silk. In addition, there was no need to burn the money of yellow paper and the mourning hall made of paper. Prepare fresh fruits before offering tea, choose complete clean chicken, duck, fish, and even pig heads, fried vegetable dishes, cakes, white wine, especially firecrackers, Thunder in the sky, sandalwood should be fully prepared. Choose a good day, start to light incense, pass the sacrifice with a small dustpan, and start to kneel down and kowtow. Then there are boys and girls, holding the tender leaves on the tea tree with their mouths. In the sound of firecrackers, the prelude to the opening of the garden was opened. With the rise of tea enterprises, the forms of opening the garden and offering tea ceremony are also constantly being renovated and diversified, whose purpose is to establish the brand image of the enterprise and the concept of tea culture. Therefore, the enterprise also spared no expense to hire media celebrities to host and party and government leaders to cut the ribbon. Delegates at all levels usually speak at the ceremony, and their themes and ideas are nothing more than trying to make the enterprise bigger, stronger and become the leader of the enterprise. In order to create a happy atmosphere, the enterprise also invited the art performance team, added Prize-winning answers, and finally gave a souvenir of the participants. In recent years, when it comes to this season, we always hear all kinds of joys and pleasures of enterprises opening gardens to offer tea. I don’t know whether farm tea people in that mountain also have the habit of offering tea.

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The window was opened, because the air was too hot in the city in June. Coming to the window, you can see the stars like ice crystals in the night sky through the window. But it is very rare, only a few. I know the night is already very deep. The desk lamp lit up the whole cabin. There was a pile of books on the desk, one of which was opened. There was a title and name on the catalogue which was very conspicuous, calling who to compete. However, I don’t remember how this book came from? Or I don’t know where to buy it! I feel sleepy and am ready to sleep. But I couldn’t help picking up this book, and wanted to see what profound contents were behind these shining words. He picked up a pen and prepared to draw on the book as usual. But when I opened the first page, maybe I felt too sleepy. I closed the book gently as if forced, and put down the pen. The eyes stared out of the window again. Thinking about the scene in the daytime. Walking alone on the street, I prepared to go to the bookstore to read books. That was an incomplete Street, and one side of the street was a wasteland which was ready to be developed. On this side are several restaurants. Although there is sunshine, the sadness of music pervades the whole street. It is just like the disdainful eyes of the noble rich when they see the rural people in gray clothes. Full of sarcasm and disdain. An old man carried a load of vegetables, behind which should be his grandson, holding something in his hand. Walk by everyone carefully. Maybe I am afraid of meeting others and smudging their clothes. The farmer’s market is across the road. The old people need to cross the road to get there. The signal green light is not on yet. Maybe the old man wanted to find a good position in the market earlier, or maybe it was the first time he came here and didn’t know the traffic rules. When many people gathered on both sides of the road. Some people walked across the road regardless of the red light. And this old man also followed the trend, carrying the burden, holding his grandson’s little hand tightly and walking towards the opposite side. He walked more carefully. When I just stepped out, I suddenly realized that life is precious. A middle school student should not be so disordered and should always have a sense of safety. So I took back the steps I just stepped out. At this moment, a black car was slowing down. Throw the basket behind the old man’s burden several meters away. The old man also fell to the ground. The grandson next to him was scared to cry. The driver got off the bus and glanced at it, saying nothing. Not saying sorry. A random woman, I heard clearly that he said old guy, and also learned from others to run a red light! Muttered a few more words, then got on the bus and left. He escaped with the scolding of people. At this time, the green light was on, and I was going to walk over to help him. But there are already many people around. Look around helplessly and walk to the broken basket. The dishes inside can no longer be sold to others. Pick up the empty basket and put it aside. His grandson stopped crying and stared at the direction of the car’s escape attentively. Maybe he was thinking that he should at least apologize for hitting someone else. I took the opportunity to look at it. The car had escaped farther and farther in the sight just now. Maybe our society is full of all kinds of unfair treatment every day, with spiritual gap and even the gap between the rich and the poor. We live in the bound freedom all the time. Nature gives us life. Life gives us equal fairness. I don’t know what else we should fight? Yes! When I saw what happened today, I felt more or less. I will not be willing to live at the bottom of society forever. Because he has the same life as us. It also deserves people’s respect. Maybe they also have dreams. It’s just that the road to dream is too long and too far away. Perhaps, my idea is too naive. I am the same as most of my peers. Step into a turning point of life and make the final struggle in this season that belongs to the dream of receiving goods. Because I have no choice, I know who I live for, because my life is so precious. Because of my parents. Because I have dreams, because I am not willing to be bullied by poor people. The burden on my body is getting heavier and heavier, and the road under my feet is getting closer and closer to the destination. I don’t know what I will get at the end? But perhaps, at least I used my own sweat and tears to irrigate my dream. When we see the Caterpillar break its cocoon and become a butterfly, maybe everyone will cherish this hard-won and beautiful life. But who thought that this butterfly got the gift of nature through the transformation of life and death! Tolstoy once said that when suffering came to visit, some people flew into the sky, and some people couldn’t afford it. People, like this butterfly, have the same precious life. But people will not have the second transformation of life, nor will they grow wings and fly into the sky. But there is only training in misery. Fight against the fate that is not consistent with oneself, and then transform your life. I came back to my mind, and the leaves outside the window rustled, accompanied by a trace of cicadas. I know the wind is blowing. At this time, the night was deeper. The Earth seems to be sleeping too. The night became very quiet, raindrops hit the leaves silently, and the shadows of leaves swaying in the wind shook on the white wall. I closed my eyes and imagined I am a nature creator. I created people, to be exact, two kinds of people. The former I give them infinite wisdom and strength. Became rich. But I don’t know how to cherish it. I just make good use of flowers for my own benefit. Cause your soul to be eroded by black and evil. No matter World and warm, don’t understand heart. Finally, I was reviled and recycled. The latter is a kind of disabled and determined person. They became poor. They will not be busy for themselves every day, nor will they calculate others. I also give them wisdom, but there is no extra power to give them. So their bodies became defective. Even so! They are also better than the former. They have complete souls and hearts. Suddenly. I was awakened by the rain outside the window. The rain! Just like the poor people. Silently tears. But it is more like a child crying happily. His annoyance and sorrow melted into tears. Flowing from the heart. Then with a light wind, it floated to the clouds. Who to compete with? Although I haven’t read this article. But I think I have found the best interpretation. I stood up and came to the table, and wrote down this past memory with notes. I needed to remember it with words forever. I hope this old man can be well. I hope his grandson can turn troubles and worries into tears and forget him, and spend his innocent and happy childhood. Outside the window, the rain has stopped. There was no wind, and those ice-like stars were silently watching all this in the night sky. Heart to coming. I raised my head and gave them a pleasant smile.

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Xiao Xi narrowed her eyes and saw the orange sunset sinking little by little. The cruise ship full of laughter and laughter drifted away gradually, leaving only a little black dot. The salty and wet sea breeze blew on my face. Xiaoxi wrapped the light blue cutout sweater tightly. It was very quiet around, and I could only hear the sound of the waves beating the reef. The small crabs were crawling lonely on the beach, and the colorful shells were as silent as stars… A great sense of loneliness suddenly struck. Xiao Xi’s nose became sour, and big drops of tears slipped down her cheeks. She really wanted to cry loudly to the empty sea and vent the anxiety and depression of these days. Xiaoxi turned around to see if there was anyone around, so as not to be treated as a mental derangement by others. A few steps away from her, there was a man standing quietly, a black trench coat wrapped in a straight body, with his hands inserted in his pocket. At this moment when he was facing the sea, he turned his head Strangely. Unexpectedly, there were two drops of round tears hanging in the corner of his eyes. Xiaoxi almost burst into tears and smiled: such a big man should cry quietly to the sea! Could it be that I read the world for a long time, and cried out alone!? If you want to put it aside at ordinary times, Xiao Xi, who speaks quickly, will certainly tease him, no matter whether he is a stranger or not. Now she thought about her crying red eyes, and said thoughtfully: The sea breeze is so strong that the eyes are filled with sand… The man in black rubbed his eyes and sucked his nose. He answered immediately: No, me too… Then they looked at each other and laughed at each other. The man smiled like a child, with a bright and clear appearance as if no one was around. Xiaoxi suddenly felt that he was very kind, and even the brown round mole on his face seemed familiar. There is a mysterious atmosphere in people. Xiao Xi felt for no reason that this man was of his own kind, with a similar breath. Talking and laughing in front of people, witty words; Quiet and silent behind people, if thinking. Smile is not necessarily happiness, tears are not necessarily sadness, only loneliness is so real. When they came back from the seaside, they had dinner together, drank a little red wine and got drunk. Both of them are humorous and have a good chat. I was reluctant to give up when I said goodbye, and I went to the terrace to watch the stars. I like watching the sky very much. It is as lonely as people. Facing it, I feel that I have a companion and can tell silently… He looked at her with a little astonishment and said, “maybe it is because there is an unknown Sky hidden in everyone’s heart… When they said goodbye, both of them actually thought they would meet again, as if they were only one step away from all over the world. He and she are the men and women who hide from the rain under the same roof on rainy days. It seems that I can meet each other every day. Some people have known each other for several years and are still like strangers. Some people are as close as old friends after only knowing each other for a few hours. Life is so strange. Just like the song “legend” sung by Faye Wong, I just took a look at you in the crowd… They didn’t leave a phone number for each other, but they left QQ numbers for each other. His net name was Zeng jingcanghai, which was hard to be water. They must be friends. It seems that they are friends originally and always. This kind of tacit understanding makes Xiaoxi feel like a lifetime. (2) the wedding date is set on Tanabata. Xiao Xi’s heart was inexplicably anxious. Friends said she had premarital phobia. It is normal to say goodbye to being single and step into another stage of life, which is always a little nervous and confused. The bridegroom Xiaofeng has been in love with Xiaoxi for three years. He has a stable job, a refined appearance and a generous personality. He can cook and cook, repair household appliances, repair toilets, and more importantly, he can accompany Xiaoxi to go shopping happily, good is a bit impeccable. They are lovers on weekends, and they are busy with their own work at ordinary times. Every day, Yao Xiaofeng calls Xiaoxi regularly to send text messages and says good night. One day, if Xiao Xi and Xiao Zi come up, tell me that I miss you, and show up immediately! Even if it rains heavily and the wind blows, they will drive here as soon as possible. The Little Sisters all said to Xiao Xi with envy and hatred that you have to put your eyes on such a best man. Now this kind of economical and suitable man is the most popular! Xiao Xi curled his mouth, hum! As long as I do nothing, I will do it! Xiao Xi feels very happy when she is watching movies in Xiao Feng’s arms. With such a peaceful and steadfast man, we should be able to live in peace and quiet life! But why do you often feel lost? Just because he doesn’t like traveling, can’t he understand his own words? Yes, it seems not… Xiaoxi knew that she was a turbulent woman in her heart and often had the impulse to wander. She likes the feeling of being on the road. She likes the changing scenery. I hate the unchangeable lifeless most. And Xiaofeng is a science man, rational and pragmatic, who likes to stay at home…. They complement each other, but they are not of the same kind. May understand each other’s laughter, but cannot understand each other’s silence… But they love each other. Xiaofeng is extremely fond of Xiaoxi. He once said to Xiaoxi, “You are the woman in my dream… And Xiaoxi was used to relying on him. She even didn’t go to the bank to deposit or withdraw money, and didn’t remember the direction when walking. Anyway, Xiaofeng was there, just holding his hand. Sometimes I suddenly fear, if there is no small wind, what should I do? That kind of inborn insecurity gripped her deeply again. Love was too much, and sometimes it would become a shackle. Once she told Xiaofeng seriously if you could not treat me so well, I would feel uneasy… Looking at Xiaofeng’s grievance and startled expression, Xiaoxi had no desire to tell. She knew he didn’t understand… (3) the space where the sea was once difficult to be water is very popular. And my friends are almost all beautiful women, and they are almost full of spring. His writing style is good, no matter the trivial matters of life or the feeling of soul, he can explain it in detail. It seems that the waves are calm but he listens to the Thunder silently. Humor reveals wisdom and slight sadness. It can catch a woman’s heart. It makes people feel that he is a deep-hearted Nalan again. She likes the background music and painting of his space very much. It should be the same with a turbulent soul, but it is hard to find a peaceful destination. This place of peace is my home. Where is my home? Looking at those colorful women’s ambiguous messages on his message board, her heart suddenly became distressed faintly, as if her bosom friend who belonged exclusively to her was robbed by someone. Xiaoxi snorted in the inner heart: the prosperity of appearance cannot cover the loneliness in your heart. Sample! I can see your heart through words. Few people can chase your unpredictable thoughts. What is the name that once the sea was difficult to be water? It’s simply called removing Wushan is not a cloud… She doesn’t like chatting and thinks it’s too fake. But I like to send him emails. Write a paragraph casually and send it to him. It is already Autumn in My Place, is it still rainy in your place? Will you become a talking Moss? Haha! The clouds in autumn are so beautiful, just like the Epiphyllum in the sky. I am walking on the road, the breeze is coming, and I really want to sing a song… She sent it and didn’t care whether he would reply or not. She just liked to tell him like this. She would send a letter every day, and she felt that she would understand such a disorganized expression. He occasionally showed her the diary in his draft box and asked her to be the first reader. In fact, she secretly admired him for her nitpicking. This man should have such exquisite writing style, and he must have learned psychology very well… Once, she said casually when chatting occasionally that it was strange that I dreamed of you last night. He came back to me immediately, too. I dreamed about you twice a night. Suddenly, I thought of the words of thinking day and night and having a dream, and I was in a panic in my heart. I hurried to say 88 and got off the line. Gradually she knew that he had suffered a lot emotionally. Many years had passed and he had not come out of the shadow. He believed in love but was confused. Many women like him. He doesn’t know how to refuse, but he knows that it is not what he wants in his heart. He often falls into a strange circle of ambiguity and finally hurts himself and others. Behind the kindness and warmth, this man was as cold as an iceberg. Few people could enter his heart. He could like many people but it was hard for him to fall in love with someone. He can laugh and play with you, but you can’t ignite his enthusiasm. Behind the seemingly perceptual is the unshakable reason. He may give others the feeling of happiness, but he himself may not be happy. Behind his half-true and half-false words, you can’t guess who he holds in his heart. It was strange that Xiaofeng had only talked with him for several times, but it seemed that she could see his mentality clearly, as if he was a relative living together and understood it as a mirror. A feeling of pity and concern grew secretly. Xiao Xi would feel lost if he didn’t see his head light up every night. Some inner depression was unwilling to mention to Xiaofeng, but he was used to pouring out to him and somehow thought he would understand. Sometimes I suddenly feel distracted during the daytime work, but what I think in my heart is not Xiao Feng. Xiao Xi was surprised and sweated all over. Do you want to drink poison to quench thirst? The scenery on the cliff is very beautiful, but it will fall to pieces accidentally. The dull little wind didn’t notice the subtle changes of small Xi, and was as meticulous as always. Xiao Xi’s temper became more and more anxious, sometimes it was simply unreasonable. She just felt depressed and wronged, and wanted to find an excuse to cry. At the same time, she was afraid of hurting the kind breeze. She would never allow herself to do so. Her consistent aim is never to hurt anyone. (Four) Xiao Xi gradually lost weight in the struggle and began to suffer from insomnia at night. Excitement and guilt coexist. She asked herself, did she fall in love with someone else? And this kind of wishful virtual love is clearly the abyss of despair. No, I just want to find a bosom friend. She defended herself guilty. Wedding had been near. Xiao Xi wants to escape. She didn’t want to get married in such a state of confusion. She wanted to clarify her thoughts. No matter who she loved, she must be clear. She volunteered to go to the mountain area to teach. But she lied to Xiaofeng that it was a rigid assignment of the school, so she had to go and the wedding date could only be postponed. Supporting education takes half a year, and she has enough time to listen to her heart. This town yishanbangshui beautiful environment. There is a large area of birch forest at the school gate, with birds singing tactfully. There are only more than thirty children in class 1 of grade 3 she teaches, all of whom are very clever and sensible. She was very fond of her new teacher Yang, and she didn’t go home after school. She was surrounded by her and chattered. The school has its own vegetable garden which is absolutely green and pollution-free. Every day I drink clear spring water, and the sky seems to be particularly blue. Colleagues were all enthusiastic and simple, taking care of her, who was thin and weak. They often helped her fill with water quietly. Some elder sisters also brought her baked pancakes and boiled eggs from home. Xiao Xi’s heart is as bright as being washed by mountain spring. She likes this kind of life far away from the noise. Life is busy and fulfilling. Xiaofeng visits her every half month. Maybe distance produced beauty, and the relationship between her and Xiaofeng also began to be harmonious. Xiao Xi filtered out the fickleness and began to know how to be grateful. Love is unconditional tolerance. I am afraid that my grumpy temper can only be accepted and tolerated by Xiaofeng. No one will love himself like Xiaofeng. She was still used to sending Email to ‘no place to say goodbye to him every day, describing the scenery of the countryside and lovely children. She wanted him to share her happiness. She sincerely hoped that this man with sunny appearance but melancholy heart could be truly happy. Care and miss are still the same. Maybe this is also a kind of love, a love of appreciate each other. Xiao Xi felt a little calm. (5) at the end of supporting education, she received an email that once was hard to get married. He said that he was going to get married. There is a photo of him and a woman on it. That woman has short hair and heavy makeup, with exaggerated earrings and suspender dress, which is very charming and enchanting. Xiaoxi looked at herself with long hair, shawl and plain face, and couldn’t help laughing. It turned out that he liked such a woman. The difference between himself and his standard is 1.8 thousand miles. It turned out that I had never really understood him. Who can really understand who? It turns out that some feelings are just self-righteous illusions. She sent blessings and said goodbye with a smile. My heart still hurts. Having been used to pouring out and emotional dependence on him, the shadow of that bosom friend will disappear forever. The loneliness of the past will spread up like water. She called Xiaofeng, let’s get married! Some feelings bred in loneliness have no place to say goodbye, but they must say goodbye eventually. Since it is just the illusion of love, why is it entangled? Take the once beautiful thought as an eternal secret and bury it in the memory. Xiaoxi walked in the wind with the fragrance of Lily in the air. She shouted loudly to the distant sky to wish you happiness! Wish me happiness! Those hazy thoughts dispersed like fireworks… From then on, each of them has settled down…

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Looking back on yesterday, what an unbearable day! When I carried my luggage and squeezed into the bus, my heart was filled with confusion. This time I went out, I would never feel relaxed, happy and passionate like every previous business trip. Because, this time, I am go out to wander, to wander around the world, and to live a wandering life. Got off the bus and got on the train again. The long train, in the low roar of the locomotive, rushed to my ignorant place, its destination. The flat ground, mountains, trees and tall buildings on both sides were thrown into a blur. My ideal, my thinking and my memory are also blurred. When I arrived in Changsha city, the biting cold wind rolled my skirt unscrupulously and grabbed its cold hands around my cold skin. Here, people are in a hurry, and no one has a look at me wandering here from other places. Yes, this is someone else’s city. I am just a guest passing here. In this few cold days, over Changsha city, gray sand was rolling, and the wind rolled the dead leaves and scraps of paper, flying upward all the time. Heaven and Earth, the same dim and dull. People feel lonely and helpless when walking in such a street. Walking alone in the street, I couldn’t help tightening my tight coat, feeling that my body and heart were as cold as each other. I didn’t lie on the bed until late at night, letting my thoughts fly. I didn’t know when I fell asleep. I opened my tired eyes, only to find the sunshine shot into the window. I think it should be sunny today. Along the way, how cloudy and sunny it was, I could see the sun in a foreign land thousands of miles away. It feels so good! Tomorrow, I will talk to myself and leave for the North again. Like (prose editor: Di Mo Chengshang) the 30th year of my WeChat era

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