I’m fine, I’m going back to my hometown. Why? Not new year. I’m going back to get married and took 20 days off. Hearing this, my heart began to tremble and be silent for a while, then I asked again, why did you refuse me? Why should I refuse? I don’t know, maybe it is self-abasement, maybe it is aloof, this may be fate. You have never said that you have a girlfriend, and you are still chatting without scruple like before. I have never taken my feelings seriously, and I can no longer believe that there is love for no reason in this world, I feel sick and disgusted to see your sweet words. Because we have mutual friends, we don’t want to make the relationship too complicated, and we don’t want to get involved in feelings. There are few true feelings in this world. Love is just a word, and the state can change at any time, today, I found that I was wrong. I couldn’t be a couple or a friend, but I was still sad. Just like what you said, those sweet words would not be told to everyone, but only in my heart, deep and deep. I always don’t believe in feelings and ignore that kind of care, but no one will wait for you all the time. I have to lose it before I know that I missed it. Do you want me to tell you an answer? Have you ever liked you? I said something against my will, no, only friendship between friends. What can I say? Besides blessing, too many realities make me flinch. I dare not. I don’t want to hurt or be hurt. In the end, I hurt myself, I don’t want you to see these words, so I didn’t write them down in the space you can see. Should I think about it, am I wrong? But why are you scarred when you believe it? I am used to loneliness and freedom. Nothing can stop me from moving forward. I bless you silently. Thank you for your attention over the past year. I once loved you. This life is enough!

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Looking back on yesterday, what an unbearable day! When I carried my luggage and squeezed into the bus, my heart was filled with confusion. This time I went out, I would never feel relaxed, happy and passionate like every previous business trip. Because, this time, I am go out to wander, to wander around the world, and to live a wandering life. Got off the bus and got on the train again. The long train, in the low roar of the locomotive, rushed to my ignorant place, its destination. The flat ground, mountains, trees and tall buildings on both sides were thrown into a blur. My ideal, my thinking and my memory are also blurred. When I arrived in Changsha city, the biting cold wind rolled my skirt unscrupulously and grabbed its cold hands around my cold skin. Here, people are in a hurry, and no one has a look at me wandering here from other places. Yes, this is someone else’s city. I am just a guest passing here. In this few cold days, over Changsha city, gray sand was rolling, and the wind rolled the dead leaves and scraps of paper, flying upward all the time. Heaven and Earth, the same dim and dull. People feel lonely and helpless when walking in such a street. Walking alone in the street, I couldn’t help tightening my tight coat, feeling that my body and heart were as cold as each other. I didn’t lie on the bed until late at night, letting my thoughts fly. I didn’t know when I fell asleep. I opened my tired eyes, only to find the sunshine shot into the window. I think it should be sunny today. Along the way, how cloudy and sunny it was, I could see the sun in a foreign land thousands of miles away. It feels so good! Tomorrow, I will talk to myself and leave for the North again. Like (prose editor: Di Mo Chengshang) the 30th year of my WeChat era

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