During my high school career, I experienced a very horrible past. Those things ended for a long time, and then I felt horrible every time I looked back and thought about them. But I survived firmly. The reason is simple: I am afraid of death. Of course, things have passed, so don’t mention it. And if it exists, it cannot be completely ignored. Now that we want to talk about it, let’s talk about its few warm aspects. Therefore, I immediately thought of a person. This is my deskmate in an experimental class in high school. He has two names: one is Niu Ben, and the other is Niu Qun. Anyway, they are common. That year was the spring of 2016. I have just arrived at school. At that time, very wise students had already robbed all the good positions in that class. I went later. I sat in the back row of the class, and it was still against the wall. Not long after I sat down, people who were not tall one by one, with slightly dark skin and thin body sat beside me very spiritually. When I saw him coming, I motioned for a smile. It means to say hello to him, and it also means that we will be classmates in the future, and we should take more care of him. He also responded kindly to my situation. I will not mention the development of the relationship between classmates. But when I think of some of his situations and mine, I think it is very interesting. At that time, my language crisis reached an unprecedented severe moment. In order to relieve such a crisis, I read books every day. He didn’t understand me when he saw me doing that. In fact, I don’t understand when I see him. My exam score at that time was about 647. When I knew his score, I was surprised: about 740. Especially later, when the school gave out bonus, I was more envious. At that time, he got 400 yuan through his academic performance. I am extremely envious in my heart. But there is no way, the ability is limited, that’s all. Especially when I think that I have problems in survival, I feel extremely sad. In fact, when looking at my situation at that time, later people would definitely say that I was ignorant and did not do my job. In fact, I didn’t do that. At least, I didn’t give up completely. After reading some books, I listened carefully to the process explained by the substitute teacher. While doing homework, I also learned some knowledge that I didn’t learn in class through this classmate. Therefore, my score in the first math test was 115, while that of my student who was very receptive was 105. What was more unexpected was that the tall student in front seemed to be Xu Guangdong, whose score was 145. Then I thought about it, we three were really different. Were very typical. As far as I am concerned, although I didn’t listen to it for some time in class, I didn’t miss some important knowledge through Niu Ben’s help. However, Niu Ben is more interesting. He did not concentrate on listening in class. He bought the most authoritative materials at that time in the bookstore of the school. He wears a pair of glasses, and there are lenses in his left eye, The right eye is a big hole. He listened to the teaching content of the substitute teacher easily while reading his own materials intensively. Before the teacher finished the examples in the textbook, he had read the corresponding examples and all the previous contents of the textbook. Of course, there is nothing enviable after reading it. The key point was that after reading it, he remembered all the contents in it, and understood all the gist. How do I am know? I think it is through my long-term attention to him that I find he is really a person with strong receptivity. That school sent a lot of test questions. Including newspapers and exam papers, there are too many. I found a newspaper with a huge capacity of examination questions, so I did one question attentively. He almost finished all the questions. And it’s not a big deal to finish it. The most amazing thing is that almost all of his test scores were full marks. However, when he received some new questions, such legend was obviously much dim. To why. I think his acceptance ability is very strong, but his application ability is slightly insufficient. In my opinion, at that time, in several subjects such as mathematics, chemistry, physics and biology, he could totally teach students what he learned and sold now. And if there was such an opportunity, his teaching performance would not be worse than that of the four substitute teachers in that class at that time. This surprised me very much. I guess it was because I didn’t have a good learning style at that time, and because some of my knowledge was learned from him, after the first math score was scored, he was afraid that when I saw his real score, he drew many circles in the middle of the pocket. I don’t know what it is. In fact, I have already seen the real score. Let’s talk about Xu Guangdong. This is a person who is totally desperate for credits. At that time, if you observe carefully, you will find that he pays the least attention to hygiene. The hardworking spirit in learning really makes people admire it very much. But strange things happened. I found that as long as the test questions were a little easier, his ranking rushed to the top of the class, but it was a little difficult, and he immediately fell to the last few of the class. Maybe the substitute teacher knew this, but because he had a solid learning attitude and excellent performance all the time, no one said anything about him. And I, I will study hard again. Fraction consistent. No matter how easy the question is, it is such a result, and no matter how difficult the question is, it is almost such a result. Anyway, the score seems to be fixed there. Therefore, after thinking about the situation at that time, I felt that these three people were very interesting. However, now I think of another person. I know he is very thin and dark, but he is tall. I remember when there was no division of arts and science, his grades seemed to be less than 50 students in the whole school. Because of this, later the school often kept its promise and gave him a repayment of living expenses. My envy. But after being divided into subjects, we can see that his ability is obviously insufficient. In my memory, his ranking in that class was always lower. It can be said that he is also very hardworking, but the ranking in the class is always hot with me. I didn’t even want to talk to him. He insisted on contending for those places with me. Think really interesting. Later I came out of that class. They are still proud of learning knowledge in a good environment. Because my things were gradually spread. Many people don’t understand me. I remember a student bully named Huang Mingqiang at that time. Very young, but very capable. He has a mother who is a life teacher in the school dormitory and knows me. After she knew this situation, she often looked at me with very incomprehensible and severe eyes. It means I shouldn’t do that. But I can understand her idea. But many years later, I worked outside and became a writer. I think everything is clear now. Let Huang Mingqiang’s mother have a look at all this and I don’t know what kind of perspective she will look at me. What kind of language will I use to evaluate me. Maybe her son is now studying for postgraduate entrance examination, or even taking a master’s degree. Or maybe I have already been a senior executive in a state-owned enterprise, or I have been engaged in an important position in a state-owned institution with high income. But I don’t know what she will think now. After all, I also succeeded by mistake. In fact, things in the world are extremely complicated. A test paper can make many students compete for university resources fairly. And then get ahead. But it does not mean that there will be reasonable results after fairness. My classmate named Niu Ben was not the best at that time. I can only say that he is among the excellent rankings. But usually he is the bottom of the excellent students. So every time I think of this, I feel extremely shocked. I am thinking about the IQ of those who are admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University? Can’t thought. I know that there was a Number One Scholar in the college entrance examination in Chongqing in Hunan Satellite TV. At that time, he was the backstage director in Hunan Satellite TV. But compared with the compere who showed up before, I think his IQ is definitely that no one dares to compete with him. But in terms of social status and influence, he can’t catch up with those hosts. At the end of last year, two top students from Tsinghua University emerged from the Chinese good songs. But you can see that their works are not the best afterwards. At least under the name of their mentor, they did not enter the top eight. But why is it so? I very puzzled. Anyway, society is complicated. If you want to understand it, it is really not easy. I talked about the situation of the students bullies I met, and also learned about the situation of some students bullies I didn’t know through videos. Why on earth was that? Anyway, I I am’t understand for a while. Think about myself, I was mistaken as a student bully. However, later they will find that I am fake student bully. However, because I was good at managing my own advantages, I succeeded again. And those absolute students declared in society that they were not as famous as people thought. So, I think life is really interesting. Don’t you know if the people who read my article think that the experience of xueba and fake xueba is really full of magical colors?

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Well, I admit that I am very lazy recently. Although my home is very close to the morning market, I have never shopped in the morning market. Even though every morning in the morning market, the noisy screams came one after another, searching for any intrusive way to get into my eardrum with the sound of 80 dB, but it will not affect my extremely persistent pursuit of sleep at all. Don’t bother my clear dream. Therefore, I am familiar with and unfamiliar with the market. But today, I have to experience a real market shopping, and the location is not in my hometown, but Mudanjiang city, a strange city that I entered for the first time. The anxious summer loves the people on the Earth in its unique way and unceremoniously spreads its hot poisonous light to the Earth. They all wanted to treat themselves with a trip with their families who had been fighting with each other for a long time. Therefore, everyone focused on Jingbo Lake in Mudanjiang city. Two days later, because I had something to go back first, I had to ask them to leave me alone in Mudanjiang city to wait for the bus in order not to spoil everyone’s fun, then let them run to Changbai Mountain in Jilin without any sense of guilt. After buying the ticket for tomorrow’s return trip, I suddenly felt a lot relaxed. From on the 20th to on the next day, it all belonged to me, I can control and arrange it freely. Looking at the sandals that have been glued under my feet, thinking that I might still take the mountain road after returning, I felt that I should buy a pair of flat and flexible rubber casual shoes. Therefore, I asked the elder sister who sold goods in the local area. It turned out that my position was far from all the clothing, shoes and hats shopping malls. When she was disappointed, the elder sister changed her voice and said, “you can go to the night market to have a look. There are all kinds of things sold there. I felt refreshed and determined the direction, so I walked leisurely to the night market alone. Turn left and right, then turn right, and you will see someone walking towards me from the opposite side with fruits and vegetables in plastic bags one after another. Well, needless to say, they must all come back from the night market. I am sure that the night market is not far from me. From a distance, we could see that the bustling people were all around the street. Before the crowd arrived, there were endless screams. Looking from side to side, it turned out to be a huge lineup that could not see the head. On both sides of the street, there are eggplant, beans, spinach, tomatoes and other timely vegetables everywhere, as well as apples, peaches, mangoes, grapes and other fruits. Occasionally, you can also see dried fruit products such as walnuts and pine seeds. At this time, it was the season when muskmelon came on the market. Cars pulling melons stopped on both sides of the street. The peddlers who sold melons shouted in their mouths: muskmelon piece by piece, and they kept distributing plastic bags to the people around them, live a scale and collect money. There came muskmelon which cost 50 cents. I glanced at the sales goods on the beach on both sides, and quickly walked by them in their disappointed eyes, looking for my own goal. This market has everything and daily necessities. There are toast cakes, fried vegetables, fruit knives, and cosmetic comb glasses. The fragrance of barbecue came from the small beach selling cooked food, and the handsome guy selling new whitening and deodorant toothpaste tried hard on the spot to publicize. The pretty young woman selling headdress flowers patiently combed different hair styles for her model, and then inserted the headdress flowers on the model’s hair, even though there was no customer in front of her. The most creative one should be the master on the pork beach. He lifted three spinning things like spinning top with thin threads above the chopping board filled with pork in all directions, there was a thick and long cloth strip tied on it, and the lower end of the cloth strip hung not far from the pork. I didn’t know whether it depended on wind power or electricity. Those little things kept spinning, under the interference of the little wind force and cloth strips, the flies could only look at and be timid. Suddenly, a pungent smell penetrated into my nostrils. I looked forward and found that I had already walked to a fish beach and saw big fish being thrown on the ground by the boss lightly, the fish also raised their heads and cocked their tails, completely unaware that their misfortune had come. A wide variety of jade pendants attracted me. I really wanted to choose a jade pendant with a horse zodiac for my husband. When the Beach owner was busy for a long time to help me find the horse, tell me 10 yuan, I was shocked: a 10 yuan jade pendant, is that the price of my eyes or that my husband is worthless? I left the beach with a smile and looked back doubtfully: I didn’t see it at all. What on earth was the difference between it and things worth hundreds of yuan? As the crowded people continued to move forward, there were cars passing through the crowd carefully from time to time, and they kept pressing the horn behind people. I saw three shovels, but I didn’t find a satisfactory one. Who made himself grow a pair of big feet like Zhang Fei’s mother? No need to talk about shoes under size 37! When I left all the people in this street behind me, I had to turn around magnificently. It’s still those beaches, or those people. The difference is that there are not many vegetables left on some beaches. This is the situation, and this is the problem. Even if I want to choose it again, there are not so many shovels in this night market. Although I haven’t found a satisfactory one, I have to wear it tomorrow? There is no way, if you are not satisfied, it will not be difficult to make do with it! Of course, it is cheap to throw it away at any time. Although I am not very satisfied with the shopping, I feel surprisingly good. No matter which city you go to, there are such big markets, morning markets or night markets. No matter where the citizens are, they can feel the convenience brought by this kind of invigorating economy. While some people are not only limited to shopping here, but regard it as a destination for recreation and walking. They wear casual summer clothes, dress up beautifully, and take their families to watch while walking, when you meet the right one or need one, you can take it back. This is the most basic lifestyle of the most ordinary citizens. Is there any other kind of life more relaxed and comfortable than this kind of life of going to the market? On the way back, I also bought some muskmelon by the way, and wanted to go back to taste the sweetness of life slowly.

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