I missed such a person, the ups and downs of my heart became out of order, and the tea and rice became not Fragrant. I just thought quietly: where are you? What are you doing now? What have you experienced during this period of time? Just thinking so inexplicably, without any movement, there was a stirring heart hidden under the seemingly stiff expression. I don’t know why I miss him so much, thinking day and night and even couldn’t fall asleep, but I dare not pull out such a thin string to let him hear the colorful throbbing in his heart. That is the colorful heart of a young man, and that heart is full of the color of hope. The reason why it is gorgeous is that there is such a spiritual sustenance, though at ease. It is like neon, and the reason why it is dazzling is that it keeps flickering and changing. And the color in your heart is given by you. You used to be gentle to me like water, so that I can’t help being moved by it. I want to spend all the wonderful days with you and do the best things I think with you. I believe that love and life are so beautiful, just because of your appearance, it makes me full of longing and fantasy for the future. But everything is not as beautiful as I imagined. I don’t know that after a few days of happy days, you told me that you would disappoint me, although you didn’t explain the reason, but it is enough to make me hide out of the clouds. We are no longer intimate. My character tells me that it only needs a simple sentence to alienate a person. I am such an unreasonable person, that is also because in my mind, every word you say carries infinite power, either making me happy and sweet, or tearing my heart apart, and you break into my life, it makes me crazy. Gradually, my heart told me that it was tired and I didn’t want to suffer any more because of you. Although all this amused me and had a short-term beauty, all this would eventually go away, I am reluctant, reluctant to let go like this, but life is like this maybe too much reluctant, but sometimes, letting go is the best choice. Thinking of someone, the heart of thinking stopped beating, broken, rolled, the original warm body also became cold, thinking of a person without hope, originally, I love fantasy, but it is unreasonable for me to think about a person. I know the result but still try my best to find reasons in my heart to excuse him from thinking about a person like this.

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Is it good for me to sing? The girl tilted her head and wanted the boy’s answer. The girl thought that the boy cared so much about her and admitted that it was soeasy for her to sing well. Not good, not good boy still didn’t say the answer the girl wanted as always. This answer may not be heard by girls for a lifetime. Life is not so dramatic, and there will be no Damon and Stephen who love Elina from the first season to the fourth season, who are always around her. The actor’s exquisite performance, the closely connected relationship in the story, the fascinating plot, the shooting location, the Canadian humanistic style, and the attractive fluent english original sound make people unable to stop. After watching several episodes in a row, I feel relaxed. Yes, I don’t have to think a lot of things like this. Whether it’s a way to punish loneliness or a way to escape from reality, but I am happy. Although many people see it, when I see it, the warmth it gives me is full. I know that I will continue to work as a waiter after dawn today. I really want to tell myself that it is time to sleep, but it is already like watching a play and I can’t stop it. My reality is corrupt. It is damaged by insects outside. Will you hear about the fame and achievements of a person who has not graduated from high school? Do you believe that a girl who can’t even lose weight can have perseverance to fulfill her dream? Do you believe that a person who can abandon family ties may find his own happiness? Have you forgotten the reason for your departure since you set out for too long? Numb for too long, has it caused indifference to a state of extreme self-styled? People will always change, and I will become very realistic. If I don’t have a house, I am will never marry him and have a child. I don’t want to raise my child one day, he said to me, Mom, I want to learn piano, and then I can only say, oh, sorry, baby, there is not so much money at home. You started to think about changing the world, but you thought it was too difficult. Then you just wanted to change your country, but you still didn’t do it, so you thought maybe it would be enough to change this society, and you took a step back, or you would change my family? In the end, you didn’t change anything, so before you died, you finally realized that if I could start from changing myself, I might change my family and thus change the society, it is more likely to change this country and finally change the world. I think I should be very tired, tired of thinking about life, tired of tangled contradictions in life, tired of this emotion. [End of one day. August 4th] Tired of the constraint form in China, I think that Chinese can never make dramas like Vampire Diaries. Suddenly I think of a movie, a sea pianist, which turns out to be sad, but it really touches people. Yes, emotion is the main melody that a movie can capture people’s hearts. A sea pianist, a genius piano, for a moment, I am hoped that he could walk out of that ladder and be famous all over the world. alone,doesn’thefeelalone? When he threw the hat to the sea and resolutely walked back to the boat, I felt a little disappointed. Maybe this is just a story happening in a remote area. What kind of spiritual enlightenment is written by an American or a foreigner? It is played as a commercial platform in the form of a movie. butanyhow, itasmovedme. Right, America is an attractive country. Who says no? When the ship arrived in America in the movie, everyone was boiling, AmericaAmerica! The Statue of Liberty appeared in mid-air, and America was also like a beast full of charm and danger. In fact, in his or her coffee, I hate some Chinese more. It doesn’t mean that I can’t feel something and stain it. But in some parts of China, maybe most parts are like this, I can’t elaborate on the status I saw one by one. What I saw is not equal to all. I keep silent all the time, which does not mean that I have no prejudice against this world and this era. [End of one day. June 5] I think what is wrong, do you know? It is the fire of disgust in my heart. Sometimes it will burn more and more, so that it misses a lot of good time. I won’t even lower the fire. Well, dear, you have to understand that the world will not be as you wish. When you want to be quiet, the outside world will not interfere with you, and you will not meet any friends who share your values, where you are is like this. This is your own choice, and you must understand. You have been sick, working and sad these days, because you haven’t seen anything full of hope. You believe that all the sufferings will end, and what you have to do is to keep a steady state of mind, not be arrogant and impatient, and quit love and hate. [End] [Dream] in fact, the life of the dream you want is very simple, and it may not be easy to say simple. At the same time, you also want to have a dream of yourself. A house that is not loose and has some emotional designs. Believe me, it doesn’t need to be expensive, but you must like it by yourself. Maybe you understand that dream is very long, it may take a long time. A place I like very much? Some local conditions and customs that I like very much? It’s not my imagination. I want a home that really belongs to me in a certain corner of the world. I suddenly understand that it is not easy to build a small nest of my own. Then it’s myself. I especially hope that I can not love it. Special hope. I especially hope that I can lose weight and wear the clothes I like. Let me stand in a place, quiet, passers-by will look at me, at least it will look very comfortable. I hope to have a notebook that enables me to type and watch movies. I can have money and pay wireless network. In this way, I am hope to have a settlement. If possible, I hope there will be a beautiful man with me. He will have a heart and character that I like. He will not want to get married like me and accompany me through a period of time, then he left. I won’t be sad. I can be immune to this kind of thing. I hope I will not long for the oath of a man and will not be afraid of death. At least I should realize some of these beautiful fantasies. I can struggle for a period of time in my life, but I must also enjoy it for a period of time. I can rush to the reality, but I must have time to stop and stay in the room slowly to see the fallen leaves in autumn or enjoy the beautiful scenery in winter. I don’t want those extreme life feelings to appear in my life again. For example despair. Ecstasy. Most happiness. Most heartache. Young life is like a river. The river flows forward all the time. It will encounter rocks and then stir up spray. Sometimes you feel that you are flowing smoothly all the way, but you have no idea what kind of trouble will happen in the next corner. People are always commenting that most people, including yourself, are vulgar. Then what reason do you have to say that you are different. Not to mention, you as early as early for years at some moments, 1.1 points to, in unknown locations, set ahead of me together barriers. Quietly from the moment of light to the moment of night, close the door and get rid of the world. This is a shabby room, and I am only virtuous.

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Many days have passed, and I always feel that I have gained a lot, including friendship. Maybe I was too devoted, too serious, to think that if I really paid, I would receive a sincere one. However, I never thought that this kind of sincerity was my wishful thinking. The flowers on the opposite side did not bloom for me, but I was alone in the melodious flute. Late at night, give yourself time to empty your mind: it doesn’t matter, even if I get hurt at night, I can still see the rising sun tomorrow morning. Someone advised me that if you lose, you will get something. I seem to have lost a lot, but what I have gained is that I am sad alone. Who can hear the sound of flowers, and who can open the lock into my heart? Some people also said that they were too close to one person and close to each other. They thought there was no distance for such a hug, but they didn’t want to. When they turned around, they were already wandering around the world. Without distance, I could listen to each other’s smile and heartbeat, but I didn’t see a bit far away from that smile and a bit far away from that heartbeat. That’s it, with your own crying, with some alienation, on the road, travel ~~ no need for others’ blessings, just yourself.

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At the beginning, the strength is always weak, and it seems difficult to become a big tool, walking forward in hardship; At the beginning of the flower falling, there is no graceful posture, and it does not start to float until it falls; the journey of the waves is not so beautiful either. Only after collecting a lot of small waves can the beauty of patting the shore come into being; When the young eagle learned to fly, it was so hard that it didn’t fly high until a few days later, free in between heaven. The journey to work started with a lot of difficulties. Walking through the streets, walking across the streets with a bit of crowding and depression, there was no pleasure at all, and there was no nostalgia, which seemed to be common, the impression in my mind is not very deep, maybe the brain selectively forgets. The fried pancakes in hand with yogurt, the left and right fried pancakes, and the right hand yogurt are just at the last corner, where the yogurt is placed on the left hand and the straw stuck on the paper box is torn off by the right hand, after the tube was taken down, there was still a layer of film wrapped by plastic paper, which could not easily fall off. However, the left and right thumb and index finger were pinched, and the right hand tore it apart. One end of the straw had been opened, and his head was exposed. His mouth suddenly leaned over and his teeth were bitten. Then his right hand easily removed the plastic film under his body. Insert the straw into the yogurt of the paper box with your right hand. Your mouth can’t wait for the sour and sweet taste until the first bite of cake is taken down. It seems that you have already liked the taste, and I feel addicted. I sucked a mouthful of it, and it was so refreshing that I could not tell. Seeing that the date on the box was produced this month, I felt more and more fond of this shop selling yogurt, it is a kind of conscience and morality that we didn’t sell the expired goods. As for the quality of the milk, we don’t know what it is. Anyway, such a big enterprise should not go too far. When it comes to Tianfu store, the small store doesn’t have such luxurious decoration, but it is very neat. It can be seen in many places in Shenzhen. Obviously, you are a franchise chain store, there were not many contacts with this chain store, but there was also a story that was hard to forget. I remembered that there was a working partner five years ago. At that time, he was high-spirited and confident. He was eager to do business. He just didn’t know what to do, so he had to go out to visit and inquire about the situation. So every weekend, I wouldn’t even stay in the dormitory. Sometimes I went to visit friends far away and looked around the shops on the way. Thinking about the future store design in my heart, I kept talking about how to operate and other words. The specific words were not very impressive, but in the process of discussing and searching, the shop of Tianfu unconsciously branded a mark in my heart, because the mode of Tianfu is the model of operation that we are looking for, and we are eager to join the chain store. Although my partner didn’t get what he wanted for many reasons after the event, the impression that God blessing left on me was hard to forget after all. The store is only a dozen square meters, which is not much different from other roadside stores. The only difference is its signboard, which is really a formal unified signboard mode. This is the most impressive thing. The small yellow signboard can also be made into chain stores, which is really amazing. In addition, we also pay attention to the location of the next store, generally, we choose to be at the corner where pedestrians are relatively dense. In this way, both sides can be Streets, which increases air permeability. Chengdu is also easy to be found. Walking through the streets is like bypassing the streets by the way, it does not delay much time, and many people like to shop here at will. This is always the case. When there is a large flow of people, there will always be someone to buy it. This may be a problem of probability, the conversion between traffic and transaction volume mentioned in many current networks should be in a positive correlation, and some people think that the probability of buying is high. Therefore, most of the site selection of stores also takes this aspect into consideration, and the importance of this aspect should also be paid attention to when opening online stores. Therefore, many people use names and other methods to brush traffic, to replace it with the volume of trading in your own store, it sounds a bit like a stock term. It should be called the volume of trading. There are various ways in this way, and all merchants are trying their best to seek the volume of trading, so as to enhance the credibility of online stores. The above is a little past story with Tianfu store, but it has been buried in the bottom of my heart for many years. Perhaps these memories have also increased my favorable impression on this store today. When I turn right again, I have already reached the edge of the village in the city. I walk forward along the road. When the sun is shining, I feel that this life is so wonderful and full of endless vitality, the pedestrians on the road were also in a trembling spirit. The unenthusiastic sunrise brought a kind of inexplicable warmth, which made people feel that they were walking into fairyland like gods. But on rainy days, I had a mood. It was really a bad day. I didn’t like rainy weather originally. The whole world was gray and there was no vitality at all. Moreover, when it rained, it was wet everywhere, and the sole was also wet. I was always unwilling to step on it in my heart. I was tired of such a day, as if my whole heart was also wet, and I couldn’t lift my spirit in the whole morning. During these years of work, I have also learned a lot of experience and learned a lot. Among them, the seven habits of successful people should be the most precious. The book says that no matter how the environment is, the key is to look at your inner reaction. You can choose positive or negative. Your heart is alive and cannot be restrained by the environment. The description is not accurate enough, but the general idea is right. However, every time we encounter a bad environment or situation, such a reaction is always conditioned reflex, and we cannot turn a blind eye to it and remain indifferent. It was not calm when I was walking under the tree beside the road, but was there a few episodes? I remember a time when the sun rose just around the corner and shook under the shade of the tree, the birds also stood high on the branches and played, their cries were crisp and sweet. It was at this moment that raindrops suddenly fell from the sky, and big raindrops fell from the sky. It was really incredible, but they had to run to the side to hide. The phenomenon of nature is also really interesting. The bright sunshine and the downpour hang out at the same time. Such a picture is absolutely incredible, but there are always things. I have been there for several times, I had to be impressed by the weather in this southern coastal city. Hiding at the door of the hardware store beside the road, the rain stopped soon and there was no drop. It really came and went faster. The sun hung all over the sky, which seemed to be the gesture of the winner, let the light become stronger and stronger, and show your own strength. Then we had to turn left again. In this direction, we had to cross three roads, one auxiliary Road and two one-way main roads. Then we went straight into the exit of the industrial zone.

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