Every sleepless night was a war. My eyelids were as heavy as gold, and my whole body seemed to be twice as fat. I didn’t think about anything in my mind, but I was thinking about everything, like a pile of messy paste, thick and chaotic. You don’t understand the difficulties of insomnia. It should be a dream at two o’clock in the morning, but you are still awake with your eyes closed. I was very sleepy and tired, and wanted to sleep very much, but the sleeping God just didn’t play with you, just like a silent contest, and you lost thoroughly. Seeing the oriental fish belly white gradually appeared, seeing the light a little clear, helpless, night, to you, did a useless work. Chi Zijian said that sleep was like a noisy River cut off by people in the waist, but sometimes there would be accidents. It would keep rushing forward without stopping, which was called neurasthenia in medicine. At 6: 30 a.m., the wake-up bell rang. It’s time to run morning exercises. The river which finally calmed down was noisy again. The day’s journey began with the pain caused by the sudden sharp stones. We live in the space of time, breathing desperately every day, looking for our so-called sense of existence. However, I was more like living in my own perfect and unbreakable ivory tower. Others couldn’t get in and go out. Perhaps, it is time to change this terrible broken habit. Or maybe, it didn’t belong to me long ago. Maybe it’s time to go out for a walk. The air in the room is too hot, and autumn is coming soon. Winter is not far away. The cold winter atmosphere can make people feel particularly comfortable. Long-lost wintersweet in the yard, I hope to see you soon.

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