You pre-birthday day, I keep from you secretly ran back to the Qingyuan, therefore I continuous to you five times lie, respectively is: I’m eating, reviewing, in dormitory balcony, in the middle of something, no back Qingyuan. These are to give you surprise and had to “white lie AH, legal jargon expression is no criticism possibility, namely no responsibility nature, this should not blamed me and. Although Yeah,, but after all is lied, hope you can adults do not mind a villain. I am ride half past five P.M. direct bus leave Jiangmen. Probably because Wednesday, passengers rarely car is very empty, can not find seat sit. I picked the located next to the last row of the right of the nearly window position, put your bag next door seat. This position keeps me away from the rest of the passengers. They all ahead rows, as if decade Wanderer wanderer can’t wait to set foot in day and night of my home land extent that even a few meters away also to fighting. I and they separated by several empty seats, as a strait separated two islets, a live many people, a be uninhabited lonely occupation. I feel good, because nature comparison shy, in front of acquaintances can crazy like demon in the Devil, indifferent strangers when, I ‘d rather solitary Shou a only own city. To this end, I have already learned how to adapt to any occasion sudden alone, also good at in all of the lonely find spiritual sustenance. I put my headphones on, put up Hisaishi those quiet music the therain, Hana-Bi, silenciodeparcguell, silentlove, heartbrokenkiki, whitenight, sheeta’sdecision “, at the same time, I read” 1Q84 “written by Haruki Murakami on my mobile phone. There is a saying that it doesn’t matter to be alone. As long as I can love someone from my heart, life will be saved. So I not afraid car of the lonely time, because I throughout from emotion deeply she loved you. Driving into Qingyuan range when lights, the whole city is like a flower-decked, color emanation of the beautiful back garden. That raised off the building, that bridge across the bridge, that neon billboards, that er shi si xiao shi stores row military stand-like uniform street lamp, various familiar picture pour in, a like astronauts be cast into outer space mission decade after back on Earth long lost sense arises spontaneously. Get off when I deliberately see the time, 08:24, at this moment I almost could not help tears. Miss Ah time pull to long, time Ah Miss shen yan to exaggerated. The place where you work is very remote, which belongs to the suburb of the city. In your words, it is: even birds don’t shit there. From station to your there to first ride to a place, then transfer to another line of bus. I ride the transfer to, bus transfer driver probably went to eat, car empty, car station a few people, figured is waiting driver back passengers. See driver did not immediately back sign, I walk the shi wu fen zhong to nearby High Street, into a home and feeling famous cake shop. Beautiful clerk with business smile to me, to a maid serve or sweet, soft voice asked me what kind of birthday cake. I was saw a beautiful shape of cheese cake, was trying to buy of, canthus catch a glimpse of nearby shape such as fool camera as funny and uninteresting boxy mousse cake, suddenly it seemed that some kind of invisible electric wave was received by my head, and then it turned into an impulse to buy mousse cake immediately. I don’t know you like that which type of cake, but I trust my instincts, as then I on WeChat your pleasure to you as Hello. When the transfer bus arrived at the station, I got off the bus and looked around. I found that there was only a large field of weeds except for the school gate of a certain college. There was no water in your mouth. Random sample of a lucky male students asked just know need to cross whole campus to another side of the door is your work station. So I spent ten minutes crossing the whole campus. Standing preppy back door door I saw opposite shop of you, but you did not see me. And then I according to your previous photos found you stay dormitory, in your dormitory building in front of the Open started setting to your surprise. Just take out requires the use of materials, an aunt as ghost quietly appear in my side, frightened me for a loop. Young man, you ready to party here? Ah, no, my girlfriend today birthday, I give her for a surprise. Oh, that’s it. Sorry aunt, I may disturb you. Ah, no relationship, no relationship. Nowadays, young people are romantic. I didn’t know how to respond, so I had to scratch my head awkwardly. Young man, since you are so sincere, how about I help you. Don’t bother you trouble at all. Finally, this warm-hearted aunt who I didn’t know corrected the crooked words for me. This is the real contemporary living Lei Feng, much better than those who show off. When I was about to complete my work, a handsome guy who lived next door praised me repeatedly after seeing it and asked his wife to come and see it. Then a few nearby residents came, and they all said good words such as romance and really thoughtful, which made me very embarrassed. At this moment, you and your female partner came back from work. When passing by, you looked at me like a real passer-by, muttered, “whose birthday is it?” then you looked away from me, don’t stop to stay. My chin almost fell to the ground. I am angry and funny. Is this the legendary black humor? In vain I way, dusty back for your birthday, and you even I recognize, outrageous, really a spanking Fifty under! Fortunately, when you look at it for the second time, you finally remember that there is a person like me, more surprised than me, after a sound, it seemed that the deer was chased by the Hunter hurriedly ran over and crashed into my arms, then I immediately changed from a deer to a tigress and bit it fiercely on my chest. Pain and happiness fly together, tears share a smile. Like afraid suddenly lost a hold you, smell’s numerous near appeared in a dream of hair, one moment as though a root coarse twine tightly tighten my neck, all the words I want to say to you are blocked under the vocal cords and carried away quietly by breathing. The only thing I want to say after the disaster is a light and heavy sentence, I miss you. For a month, I have been longing to kiss your hair tip, forehead, corner of your eyes, tip of your nose, cheek, kiss your lips in the following hour, all dreams come true, all the pain of missing, the exhaustion between the two cities, at that moment, it was filled into the chocolate given to girls by Christmas boys and turned into sweetness and happiness. Then I put on a ring to tie you up for your whole life. An hour later, the candle was burnt out, and the light disappeared in the dark as if it had been evaporated. We cleaned up the mess, put the ash of candles, rose petals and windproof cups into the box and threw them into the garbage pool. You laments said, romantic sure enough is short, after became rubbish. This is not the case, real-life romantic just freeze become a memory in photo, like water dispenser operation when electric converted into heat, perhaps slightly details of loss, cannot save fundamental original appearance, but by and large indeed as pieces brand lasting to We die become unclaimed abandoned objects, in chaotic space slowly floating. Even if medical memory is lost due to illness or other unsatisfactory accidents, the romance that has been fixed still exists deep in our subconsciousness and belongs to ourselves all the time, as 555 nian front into bottom was now of you forget, the manuscripts. Only the death of human beings and the complete loss of human consciousness brought by it can make the memory lose its exclusive carrier and then lose its final meaning of existence. Said so much, would like nothing expression such a meaning: we in real life romantic, past, present, and future, just through time into memory in romantic, its existence is extremely long. The night has been deep, no bus, nor near accommodations in place, I was on foot back downtown. Of course with you. Along the way we talked Haruki Murakami, talking about music, talk about this much, talk about love, from frogs around the outside to be light for urban distance is more than two hours of unbroken long talk, really entirely exhausted, but also very comfortable. Such a long and horrible journey (for walking), I am move forward towards something that can be reached in front of me, and walk towards the next thing after passing here, which is finished in this way. The long march of our love is almost the same. You are in this city, I am in that city. Each other thought about the time of the next meeting, then spent every day with the expectation of meeting, and then met each other. They left soon after meeting, and began to think about the time of the next meeting again, we spent every day with the expectation of meeting each other. In this way, we walked into the Palace of marriage together and then started a new long journey, and cut it into many small sections like cloth, and conquer them one by one. In this way, he grew old together with his son and his son. We found a hotel with well-decorated style to stay in. There are porcelain white walls, ivory white doors, green plastic vines around the door, and some cartoons of unknown authors hanging on both sides of the corridor, which give people a feeling of European style. In the room you put on I bought you silver alloy crown, chiffon short-sleeve pink dress, nude round-toe high heels. The feeling that you flatter me in front of the mirror is that you are shocked by nature, which makes me stunned. You are like a real princess Oh, no, no, you are like a real princess, but you have been pretending to hide in the crowd in a low profile without leaving any clues that can be seen through. After watching a comedy, we hugged each other and fell asleep. The morning light at eight o’clock in the morning leaked in from the crevice of the curtain like a film covering us. At about 12 o’clock at noon, we returned our room, walked to the back door of my high school with hands in hand, bought a pen, and found a noodle shop nearby to solve the lunch problem, during this period, I signed a mutual contract of selling myself as you said. For some reasons, including my wishful thinking that there is still plenty of time, I haven’t figured out the specific route of the bus, the bus driver keeps the speed stable at the level of racing with snails, and there are too many passengers getting on and off the bus, when I hurried to the bus terminal, I was told by the expressionless conductor that there had been a passenger bus leaving the bus station in a cold tone as if it had nothing to do with myself, the next shift is three hours later. I had no choice but to buy the ticket for the next flight. After walking around the station, I found that there was no water bar, bar or Internet cafe, no books, newspapers or laptops on hand, only a nearly scrapped mobile phone, and because afraid of being thief and dare not sleep, therefore, the three hours that were not suddenly added in the original plan became a period that I had nothing meaningful to do but had to endure the depression of having nothing meaningful to do, it feels like a burning boyfriend waiting for his girlfriend’s untimely menstrual period, almost couldn’t help hysterical. Finally the three hours with a broken Hisaishi’s music, and you chat and two packs of cigarettes boil the soup. When the station broadcast said that the bus I wanted to take began to check tickets and get on the bus, I thought from my heart that it was the most pleasant voice in the world at that time. After getting on the car found a and when the same seat, May because of the trip, passenger car drawing out, sleep as all-powerful tsunami swept, eyelids as if has session work of mall roller shutters, by a sense outer forces mandatory down pull, a short while keeping close to close, consciousness fall in soft dream. Woke up car almost reach your destination. Night had already fallen, sticking to the window like wallpaper. The car was just driving on a road with dense trees on both sides, the same black broad-leaved forest, as if the wardrobe was full of black suits of the same style. I felt tired after watching for a while, so he leaned on the seat and closed his eyes to recuperate. Twenty minutes later, the passenger bus drove into Jiangmen bus terminal. I looked at the time and found that I had missed the last bus back to school, so I had to call a taxi. After getting on the bus, the taxi driver said that he didn’t type the watch and directly charged 25 yuan. This is out-and-out to me when turtles to slaughter. In normal times, I will tell him clearly that this behavior violates the relevant management regulations of taxi industry and the principle of honesty and credit in “general principles of civil law” and “contract law, then I called the public passenger transport management office of the city to ask him to impose administrative punishment on the driver. However, I was exhausted at that time. In addition, I just woke up and my head was groggy, so I just wanted to go back to the dormitory to take a bath and, I didn’t care about the driver and paid for it. Back to school, I was so hungry that I remembered that I hadn’t had dinner yet. In dormitory canteen called bowl soup gobble up, what also not taste of out, only know empty stomach finally got comfort. Then I went back to the dormitory. In this way, my Qingyuan day trip so far. Although hardships, but, to pig, are worthwhile.

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Someone once said: no distance can be regarded as real separation, and missing and tacit understanding can replace all words. But the distance between you and me is not so simple. We have a boundary that cannot be crossed-the threshold in our hearts. Your words are always protecting the harm you have suffered, and you have never thought of telling it to the person who loves you. No matter what I say to you, you will refuse me thousands of miles away. It is obviously love, but you still don’t care; It is obviously care, but you tell me with a straight face that you don’t care about me; Suddenly you find that, it turns out that what we lack is not tacit understanding, but lack of confidence. Every quiet night, without the companionship of the moon; Without the flashing light of fireflies, only the trace of light emitted by mobile phones, only the companionship of those weird ideas, can we find that, I was still in love; I couldn’t forget your appearance, your singing, the moment when you looked at me coldly, and the good times that belonged to us. Maybe I still love you. But I dare not tell you any more, what I am afraid of is rejection. Knowing that you are doing well, this is the happiest thing. This love, I hope it will continue like this. To love someone, maybe there are other ways to bless him silently and see his smile. This is the best ending. Love you, that’s good.

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It is a mistake that you don’t cherish, or you can’t get it after cherishing. It is not clear that the only memory may only be these lyrics. I don’t know if you can still remember. Alas, self-deception. In retrospect, I really didn’t tell you! Maybe we may be strangers at that time, and no one can remember each other! The star is not like that star, the moon is not like that Moon, the river is not that river, and the House is not that house. When you can really see it, maybe there is another scene: The star is still that star, the moon is still that Moon, the mountain is still that mountain, and the beam is also that beam. Maybe after all, it’s just possible that mules put Foals and black chickens turn into Phoenix. That can only fool the child, can you really restore me with your son’s genes! I never think that I can grasp everything well when I am alone, and who can guarantee that there are no mistakes! But under this circumstance, there is no mistake at all. Either stand and live, or lie down and die! No matter how painful it is, what finally comes is numbness! After several wind and rain, how much concern can I get? The fanatical heart has gradually become indifferent. I said: I have never lost! I am the only one who knows: I have never owned it. I don’t want to say how I used to be. No matter how good it is, it is just the past! Now I am repressing, forcing myself to give up what I should have given up, but I can’t refuse the feeling in my heart! I want to forget, but I still have something to forget. Can’t forget your smiling face, can’t forget any short time together! I can understand your mood, just like you said you could see through me. Maybe there will be no more innocence in the future! Everyone has a space of their own. Some can be put into the whole world, while others can only put down one sentence! What is special is always that it is really special, and the world cannot be without you. Looking at my indifferent expression, maybe I can only hide my inner vulnerability in that way. As if nothing had happened, as if nothing had happened. Maybe it’s just a dream, watching you turn around and walk by with tears in your eyes. When I stood, I chose to stand in front of the window and watch the maple leaves blowing down. Is my expression like the weather blowing off maple leaves? But I only know that my heart is really calm. This is my own choice. I can’t hate anyone. Feeling, feeling is very important, is it really like this? Maybe you won’t give me the real answer. I would not look for it, nor could I look for it or pursue it. Instead of that, it would be better to find a quiet place to drink a bottle of draft beer with one yuan per mouthful! When I look down upon everything, maybe there will be that time, but certainly not now, because I have no reason to do that yet. At least I still have one point to work hard. (Impossible, impossible, impossible) Three words, like death penalty, pinned on the heart heart suddenly palpitation a trace of bleeding shrink collapse dream! Maple leaf-like! Withered! Floating down!

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To most dear Zhuzhu to do the following points: 1, not often in pig front praised other female animal for beauty or pretty girl. 2, can not separate and other female animal out or separate get along. 3, can not and other female animal ambiguous, do beyond friendship relations (including what dry sister, confidante like). 4, can’t leave wallet, coming with me, because it will feel lonely. 5, can not and other female animal photo nor write something for them (in addition to family and C). 6, can’t give other female animal singing. 7, can not and other female animal have physical touch. 8, not on other female animal and attentive (family except. 9, can’t and other female animal phone over 44 fen zhong (family except. 10, every night before going to sleep pro-pigpig pig a. 11, every day to pig, not for a long time want to other females-family except. 2013.02.25 2013.02.16 2013.02.07 morning you met for work and forgot take resume, really only big stupid pig. Noon I just the end of the class, you called and said because of work be mother lessons. In an army to the mess hall, according to a hustle, I clearly heard the phone you low the sobbing of the such as penetration the sponge of the needle pierced my heart on. First time you cry when I’m not around, can’t hold you, not for you to wipe away tears, suddenly overwhelmed. I-like a balloon was powerlessness filled. When you hang up when I is still in blank state in. Later want to give you callback phone, just think mobile phone has no fee, so hurry ran back to the dormitory, borrow a friend online banking sufficient’re to call you. I ask you all right, you smiled and said it’s fine, I’m not sure, ask a, you’re fine, so I judge you something. You must have wanted to say, just because some concerns not let out Bale. This concerns, you long ago said, perhaps you have forgotten. You don’t want your negative feelings disturbing my learning. Right, you must have forget you said. Stupid pig, forget that it doesn’t matter, but you remember you on Weibo forwarded assertion, many times, you don’t say, I and never said. So and, right on cue changed, want to think of even, you were told me, between two people must confess. Love is not so it goes, each other happy to listen to each other talk, puns, complain, when you are not happy I to cheer you up, when I am unhappy you coax me happy. Have nothing to hide. If something, you don’t say I don’t know, I don’t say you don’t know, respective carrying own worries and sadness go on, it’s like the same one road each other don’t know two strangers, where like lovers. I know you’re a tough kid, from bloody hurt in healed, also can a person limps a scar and blood scab of pain walk in front of me. But, I hope you in front of me is completely little woman, in sad time need a shoulder and arms, without such as flood control a stick to lacrimal gland. Afternoon before I go to school, you ask I took my to former love letters look. I had no thought of you, because I know this means you will sad because. But you insist to see, I have to follow for you. Sure enough, you after reading face and tone immediately changed. Sunny to cloudy, not wordy. I said, I most regrettable thing is no earlier earlier meeting you. Not only because I unable to participate where you were before, and because you did not set up my past. So doomed meet each other before we will know some people, experience some things, and I heard some song, said some things, have some emotional, writing down some words. If people such as goldfish only seven seconds of memory, then we would decrease a lot of misery and distress, at least memories will is chalk, can easily wipe off. Once wiped away the memories, I stand in front of you is without the past I, is the purest I, like newborn baby, out-and-out zhi shu yu ni, no has to divide a cup of a thick soup, my all memory of the lines have up to you to sculpture. We all know that it’s all unrealistic fantasy. That’s why I always have bad feelings about memories. Like you, like me, will feel now time spent with more or less is in copy, maybe I also had such as today kiss you like kissed her, maybe you and I traveled road also was with him through, maybe I in your ear whisper also in her ear whisper, maybe you used to countless times dreamed of him. But not like gene duplication as completely, at least when I kiss you, affectionate hundred times, my whisper gentle hundred times. Perhaps a hundred times looked a little exaggerated, specific how much times I also want to know, but no lower than ninety-nine times surely. Actually it is essential, now of I and future I zhi shu yu ni a person. Like a Highland, just plug in your flag, just by you alone occupied. Those past, let it hell go. 2013.02.25 if not voluntary, you really don’t have to have his own business. Those with her own career woman, probably are afraid abandoned by men after nothing, unsustainable. You don’t need to be afraid. Ten years later, when you stand in the center of the world, you won’t have nothing or empty hands. I always stand in you side. You have my. I still holds your hand. I will build you a strong castle, as long as you want to be my princess. 2013.02.28 today you moving to new work of staff quarters, there no computer, and back of the time you will be busy with work, not have so much free time and I video chat. I also school for almost a week, buffer period after, curriculum tense up, need to most of the energy into learning, so spare time and not too much. Is like this, you development frontier, I campaign Marine, so busy with their for the heavy task, belong together time for it to be compressed very like a index finger and middle finger gap, even see also luxury. We had a video chat two hours before you left home. In about to leave the time you in front of the camera sobbing. So nearly as front, you face tears clearly visible. I in the head as usual want to reach out to for you kai lei, finger the sound of a big cold let me shocked, between us a screen, thin, but distorts two space-time, touch each other. Your tears cascading, I powerless. You said that if you couldn’t see my face, you would miss me very much. I believe you, because I also true. In the evening, your boss teaches you to play board games. You must have been familiar with all the lines of the killing game, one of which is to close your eyes when it gets dark. Don’t miss me when it gets dark. Dark please eyes closed, and try to work me. We dream see: and.

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When I was young, I dreamed to leave my hometown and travel far away. Although the face without wind and frost will be flustered, it will also be confused. What has never changed in my heart is the dream far away. Walking on the bustling street with a heavy traveling bag. The dazzling sun shone on the clothes which are not very fashionable. The dense vehicles, buildings with different heights and people with various accents made me lose my way forward. Employment agencies and talent markets are my hope to stay. The busy work and the meager remuneration make dreams extravagant. Work changes one by one, life is still difficult. The distance without family affection makes me miss my hometown. The ordinary and backward hometown has my friends and parents. Without vehicles and buildings, sincerity and kindness make me unforgettable. Back to the place where the dream started, life is still difficult. But there is no tension of work or conjecture of personnel.

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She said: Lan Ling, you have deviated from the Channel. If you don’t return to the designated route, you will get lost. I never approve of the warning from my soul.

Indeed, one day, I got lost.

Deep in the endless forest, every tree is so weird, every bird is so isolated, and every beam of sunshine is so bizarre.

I am very scared, the child whose soul says he is disobedient, finally he has to ask me for help! Or me. I was ecstatic and seized this life-saving straw, hoping to leave this gloomy ghost place earlier, but the road to light was so rugged and difficult.

Not out of feeling

I want to fly away from here, but it seems to be extravagant.

Therefore, I waited for the coming of the night, relying on the Polaris to guide the direction.

But it happened that it was cloudy recently.

Keep praying in my heart, which lucky star will redeem me,

The feeling of getting lost makes people nearly collapse and die.

Feeling lost, envious of your soul, free to float things

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一 带着满身的疲惫,怀着一颗破碎和愧疚的心,林晨毅然地离开了家,离开了这座充满太多记忆的城市。他走的时候,小雨淅沥,一股伤感的气息笼罩在整个城市上空。林晨曾说过,他喜欢雨,喜欢雨后的世界,一切都是那么清新自然,给人带来朝气和活力。 踏上列车的那一刻,姐姐握着他的手说珍重。他点点头,抱了抱姐姐说走了。然后他抬起头,望着小雨淅沥的天空。突然明白这个城市已不再属于他,很伤感,却没有一滴泪。 林晨走了,怀着伤感,却没有恨,他需要一个安静的地方疗伤。 林晨此次是去求学,然而他不知道终点站在哪? 到了新环境,林晨沉默了许多,不,应该是看透了许多。他不明白清叶为什么会那样对他,就那么一句话不说的离他而去,自己怎么会变得如此沉默?难道就因为他高考发挥失利,没有进入理想的大学吗? 不明白,烦透了!不想再去过问。 林晨,最近好吗?姐姐打来电话问。 嗯,还好!你们呢?林晨干脆利落的回答。 我们也很好,功课忙吗?选修了几门课? 两门,西方经济学和现代古汉语。 哦,那你好好念书啊!对了,你们那儿冷吗?我们这儿下雨了。 是吗? 你不要和爸爸顶嘴了,他一个人生活也不容易,你看他现在都长白头发了,你要体谅他,钱么省着点花。烟酒么少沾点,最好是不沾!爸爸苦钱也不容易,知道吗?我现在在爸爸旁边,需要和他说两句吗? 不用了,我挺好。不用牵挂,我没什么事! 你 不说你了,抽时间多打几个电话回家和爸爸谈谈吧!你们父子不要整天敌对着,你也不小了,这些道理我不讲相信你也明白。 好了,我知道了。 哦,对了,清叶去新加坡留学了。 嗯。林晨等姐姐继续说。 你走后的第三天,清叶从新加坡打电话找你。 嗯,林晨简略回应。 我本不想告诉你,怕你伤心!但我又无权干涉。 谢谢!我知道了。 你要她电话吗? 不用了,不需要了。 哦,那就这样,记得常给爸爸打电话陪他聊聊哦,Bye Bye! 林晨挂上了电话。他开始想刚才姐姐告诉他关于清叶的情况。他与清叶相恋了三年,没想到最终清叶什么都不和他说一声就消失了,害得他整天思念无果!于是,林晨便带着高考后的失意以及满腹的爱与痛离开了那座城市。没想到她是去了新加坡啊!林晨本已打算忘记清叶的,但姐姐刚才电话里再度提起她,使得他的心一阵抽搐。 夜很深了,林晨坐在窗前,同室的室友们都已入睡,但他却怎么也睡不着! 一个人在这个夜里,孤单地难以入睡,真的想找个人来陪 这首歌很伤感,像林晨的恋情,像此刻他的心情。 林晨真的感觉自己很是孤单。在一个陌生的城市里,需要一个人去面对一切。也许逃避会让他重新振作。 林晨在别人面前从不落泪,因为泪已流干,心已伤透。 有时,林晨真希望自己可以哭出来,向别人说出来,不必那么坚强。因为有一种坚强是会摧毁一个人的。 林晨打开电脑,姐姐在线,有她给他的留言: 林晨,你在吗?我知道你现在一定很难过,都怪姐姐,早知道就不告诉你了。你现在必须坚强,必须学会放弃,既然你们选择了分开,你就要封锁所有对她的记忆 林晨沉默无语。 林晨,想哭就哭吧。别再折磨自己了,我知道你心里很苦,但我希望你振作,这一切都不是你的错,也不是别人的!爱情本来就没有错。清叶是优秀的,但你需要一个更优秀的人来陪。姐姐再次安慰林晨。 QQ上的好友发来讯息: 林晨,这么晚了还不睡啊,明早一起去打篮球,好吗? 没心情,不去。林晨毫不犹豫地敲打着键盘。 你怎么了,心情不好?好友又问。 林晨轻轻地关闭QQ,闭着眼睛,心里很乱很乱。 手机响了,又是好友思远。 林晨,你怎么下线了? 嗯,累了。 出什么事了? 没事,大概是昨晚没睡好吧。 哦!那我不打搅你了,晚安! 晚安! 林晨把手机扔在床上,趴在桌上,泪不由自主地往下流。 怎么了?究竟怎么了?我怎么会流泪呢?我该是幸福的才对,人家都说: 笑口常开,好彩自然来 !林晨忙擦干眼泪,躺到了床上。克制住伤感,沉沉的进入梦乡! 接下来的日子,林晨准备迎接大学英语过级考试。 书本与试题填充了他所有的空闲时间。他不想让自己有休息的机会,他不再憧憬爱情的浪漫与天长地久。 打开E-mail,他要给姐姐写封信: 姐,你工作忙吗?近来好吗?我要告诉你个好消息:我那颗受伤的心现在已经基本愈合了。我终于明白爱情一旦失去就找不回来了,即使找回来也是变味了的。所以我听你的话选择了放弃,正视未来。我现在一心想着学习。 发送了邮件,打开QQ,单击了 一条溺水的鱼 。 你很烦吗? 一条溺水的鱼 问。 为什么?林晨惊讶。 凭感觉,她似乎胸有成竹。 你相信感觉? 相信,就像我相信我们会成为朋友一样。 为什么? 因为我信缘。 缘能注定爱情吗? 可以。 那能长久吗? 爱情就像放风筝,你要牢牢地抓住线。 我的受情是没有线的风筝,我让它飞了! 哦,那你下次可得抓住了,不要放弃,相信自己。 谢谢。 再见。 不知为什么?林晨的心抽动了一下。这一夜,他睡得香极了。 表哥王辉失恋了,女友的移情别恋让他无法控制自己的情绪。唉,又是一个被爱情抛弃的男人! 她说过会爱我一生一世的。王辉静静地对林晨说。 为什么受伤的总是我们?林晨反问。 她心里有了别人,她已经不爱我了。王辉喃喃着。 坚强一点,幸福终究会来的。林晨说。 唉 王辉叹着气。 林晨想他是幸运的,他己经从爱情的枷琐中解脱出来。不再需要受痛苦的煎熬了。 QQ里, 一条溺水的鱼 问林晨: 你的风筝确定了吗? 也许吧! 你不肯定? 是的。 为什么? 也许我怕风筝会断线。 爱情像手中的沙子,抓得越紧,漏得越多,不抓你又不会拥有,我们只有适当地去抓。 我得感谢你。 不用,愿你能早日找到你的风筝。 一条溺水的鱼 总能让林晨醒悟。林晨想她的感觉是对的,他们有缘,他们是朋友,即使通过虚拟的网络,即使他们素未相识。 假期来了,林晨还是回到了那个伤感的城市,那个在他看来不太温暖的家。短短的假期让他重新认识了自我,懂得了父亲的苦闷与艰辛,也让他明白了许多。 你变了。父亲对林晨说。 怎么变了。 成熟了。 是该成熟了,爸。 有原因吗? 爸,以前是我太不懂事,只知道自己的感受而没有去体会你们的感受,是我错了,请你原谅我吧。这一年我经历了太多太多!我终于明白了,你太不容易了,林晨红了双眼。父子俩第一次相拥在了一起。 二 踩在枯黄的草地上,林晨悠闲地漫步,手中的浅紫色铃铛不停地响着,他深思,而铃铛的声音却如此清脆,美。 这是他和 一条溺水的鱼 约定的见面方式。 林晨,是你吗?一个身体玲珑,体态娇美,一袭白色紧身衣束裹全身的女子,站在了他的背后,吓了林晨一跳。 对,我是林晨,你是 一条溺水的鱼 ?林晨打量着眼前这位漂亮的女孩。 太好了,我们终于见面了!我真名叫依小凡,一直都没有告诉你,想不到你比视频中更加俊美啊!一点都没有忧郁的迹象嘛! 一条溺水的鱼 调皮的说道。 怎么,你希望我忧郁啊?林晨也开始调侃起来。 哈哈,生气了,这可是我们第一次在现实中相见哦!走,我们去那边亭子里坐下再聊。 一条溺水的鱼 转移了话题。 林晨挠挠头,朝四下望了望,尾随 一条溺水的鱼 朝亭子方向走去。 坐吧,林晨。 一条溺水的鱼 很主动的给林晨让座,让林晨觉得很不自在。 这 太不好意思了,请问我该怎么称呼你呢? 你叫我小凡就可以了。 哦,小凡,看你的打扮好像不是一个学生啊,你从事的是什么职业哦?我的大学生,不错嘛!这么快就怀疑我了。不错,我的确不是学生,我是洒吧老板。很意外吧? 的确很意外的,这么年轻就做了老板,我很佩服你!而且你的眼晴里有东西告诉我你是个值得我深交的人。 为什么啊? 我不告诉你,你慢慢猜吧! 不说拉倒,反正我也不想听,还是来说说你的风筝吧! 其实我现在还没找到我的风筝,要不你来当我的风筝吧! 你开什么玩笑,像我这种人配吗? 说的也是啊!我们两个的确不配哦!唉!不说了,肚子饿了,走,我请你吃饭去。林晨和依小凡就这样匆匆结束了第一次见面。虽然他们各有想法,但彼此之间却有了触电的感觉! 三 林晨,其实我有一件事隐瞒你好久了。我一直不想提起,但是你对我这么好,我不忍心伤害你。不知道这是他们第几次见面后。小凡决定将心中的秘密说出来! 以前的我是个坏女孩,我哥是黑社会老大。为了他,我曾经做过一件有违良心的事,到现在我都不能原谅自己。说着说着,小凡陷入了记忆长河: 小凡,有件事让你去办! 她的哥坐在房间的老板椅上,嘴里还吐着大大的烟圈,猛吸一口雪茄后,接着说: 小禅背叛了我!今晚过后,我想让她永远地消失。还有,我想让她很痛苦的消失! 哥,为什么,她是我嫂子呀!你不是最疼她的吗?小凡被震住了。 你执行任务从来不过问原因的!想清楚你自己在干什么!还有,她现在在银河酒吧,我说过,今晚过后,让她消失! 是!小凡应声道,可掩不住自己的满面苍白,她感觉到自己的心在颤抖。一直以来小禅都像母亲一样的照顾着小凡。因为小凡父母死得早,从小她就和哥哥相依为命。接受训练,根本不知道什么是情,直到小禅的出现。而现在,却要杀死给她带来关爱和良知的小禅!这让小凡心如刀绞。 进入银河酒吧,里面的摇滚乐振得人头皮发麻。灯光闪的小凡有点搞不清自己在干什么,吃了摇头丸的人像疯狂的野狗似地甩头。小凡走进二楼包房,一个个的房间门全被她踹开了,里面的情景不堪入目。直到最后拐角的一间,当小凡踹开门时,一个熟悉的身影出现了。小禅穿了件白纱的低胸裙,坐着一动不动,像是在等待小凡的到来。小凡走到她身边,问: 不想解释些什么吗? 解释有用吗?小禅抬起头反问。 喝了它!小凡掂起了一瓶烈酒,伸到了小禅脸前。 不,不要,求求你,让我干干净净地来,尽量干干净净地走,好吗?小禅哭了,跪到了小凡的脚下,小凡明白她的意思。可手下冲了进来,踩住了小禅的头发,掐着她的嘴把整瓶酒全灌了下去,小禅在喊在哭却无法挣扎。她像在肯求小凡什么,小凡却愣愣地看着手下把一把利刀直插进了她的肺部,她倒下了,白色的纱裙成了红色,直沾到了小凡身上,好红。 小凡转身离去,走得那么大方,那么潇洒。这酒吧是他们的场子,以她的身份,杀个人根本不算什么。小凡坐上车回到了哥的房间。 搞定了? 嗯!在这个充满了雪茄味的房间里,小凡一句话也不想说。 进来!哥哥冷笑了一声。 她以后就是你的新大嫂兼我的保镖了,她叫兰梦,功夫不在你之下,小心哦! 哥,我想退出,我想做个正常人!小凡总算是明白哥为什么要处死小禅了。 我要是不同意呢? 哼,你留得住我吗?小凡冷笑一声,头也不回地离开了。 小凡,别说了,我知道你是个善良的女孩!林晨把小凡从记忆深处拉了回来。 还记得我们第一次相见时我对你说你的眼睛吗?现在我告诉你答案,因为我从你的眼睛里看到了干净纯洁,一点都没有受外界的熏染!你大嫂也不是你亲手杀的,这就证明了你的良知还在!既然事情已经过去了,那你就不要再去想了,你现在不是已经开始崭新的生活了吗? 林晨,那你能陪我过这样的生活吗?我喜欢你!小凡主动表白。 我 我也喜欢你 但我怕 怕什么?傻瓜,走吧,下雨了!小凡拉起林晨的手飞快的离开那块草地,此刻他们心与心的距离更加贴了! 四 林晨住院了。小凡以前的一个小弟跑来告诉她的。 他怎么了? 大哥找人把他揍了,还说他再缠着你,就打死他。 小凡万万没有想到,昔日相依为命的大哥竟变得如此绝情!担心林晨会再次出事,小凡马不停蹄的赶往医院。她对林晨已经到了割舍不下的那份感情。 医院里,死一般的沉寂,仿佛随时宣读生命的离去,洁白的床单上,林晨双腿高吊,头上和手上都裹了厚厚一层白纱!小凡看着看着,忍不住落下泪来。 林晨,都怪我不好,是我害了你。想不到大哥出手如此狠毒,这笔债我一定替你讨回。小凡伤心中带着恨意。 小凡,不要,冤冤相报何时了,你大哥这样做也是在乎你啊!你千万别做傻事,好不容易你才从痛苦中挣脱出来,我不希望你为了我再走回头路,那样我会内疚一辈子的。 你为什么对我这么好,我大哥把你打成这样你还不怪他!你为什么 小凡再也抑制不住自己的情绪。抓着林晨的手大哭了起来。 乖,别哭了,你这么大个女孩了,还在别人面前这么哭哭啼啼的,多羞人啊! 我不管,我就喜欢,我看你现在这样我就心疼啊!小凡撒起娇来。 哦!那你这样抓着我的手甩来甩去的,你认为我的病会好吗?我很痛苦的哎。林晨提醒小凡。 小凡这时才发觉自己刚才失控,林晨的手还握在她的手心,连忙轻轻的放下。 不好意思啊!我一时控制不了自己,又让你受罪了!疼吗?小凡一副待宰的小羊羔模样,让林晨忍不住笑了出来。你笑什么啊? 我笑你刚才样子好好可爱哦!活脱脱一个小女孩,根本不像一个酒吧老板 要是谁娶了你,一定很享福的! 是吗?哎,可惜啊!我这种背景的女人是没人敢要的。我都不惹人喜爱! 怎么会呢,我就喜欢你啊!做我女朋友吧!林晨终于也向她表白了。 真的吗?我不是在做梦吧?你不怕我哥再找你麻烦啊? 怕什么,有你这个小魔女在我身边,我还用得着担心吗?你哥也不会笨到谋杀亲妹夫吧!要是你成了寡妇,你不得找你哥拼命啊。林晨调侃着刮了一下小凡的鼻子。 你还笑,讨厌死了!小凡小手欲打上去,却被林晨顺势一拉,落入了林晨温暖的怀抱,那一刻,她觉得自己是这个世界上最幸福的女孩。 五 快过春节了,林晨踏上了归家的列车。南方,久违的南方,此时正是阴雨绵绵。 除夕夜,大家围坐着,餐桌上有林晨爱吃的每一道菜。音响里放着《常回家看看》,歌很老,却很适宜。 电话响起。 你好,新年快乐。林晨握着轻快地问候。 我是小凡,在你家楼下。天哪,小凡让林晨大吃一惊。 多了个小凡,餐桌气氛没有先前那么轻松。音响里换成了陈小春的《独家记忆》。林晨爸爸看了一眼小凡,没说话。 眼神里没有厌恶,没有喜欢,什么内容也没有。林晨姐姐看着小凡,不停地给她夹菜。小凡礼貌地说谢谢。 后来,小凡幽默了许多。林晨爸爸开始看着她笑,林晨姐姐说她真有意思,不辞艰辛,翻山越岭。小凡不好意思地笑了,她懂这意思,可林晨依旧保持沉默。 饭后,小凡抢了洗碗的活,林晨姐姐没有拒绝,他们看着林晨,似乎在等待林晨说些什么。 她是我女朋友。林晨坦白。 她还不错。姐姐说。 就凭她帮你洗碗?林晨说。 不,她的眼睛告诉我她真心爱你。姐姐很肯定。 是,她很爱我,林晨不否定。 属于你的,就抓住。姐姐提醒。 林晨爸爸似乎对小凡也很满意,小凡的突然出现无疑是向他们证明了什么。 后来,小凡和林晨出去放烟花了。从窗户里可以看见楼下林晨在五彩的烟花中的笑脸。 这一夜,林晨很晚回来,爸爸第一次没问为什么。 小凡没见过南方的水乡,她很兴奋,漫步在鱼米之乡,深深的陶醉。水面上留下了她和林晨一张张幸福的笑脸。 清叶坐在林晨家沙发上。林晨与小凡手牵手推开家门,清叶的眼睛紧紧地盯着他们紧握的双手。林晨似乎想挣脱小凡的手,但却被握得更紧。 姐姐惊讶于清叶与小凡的相像。姐姐有点不知所措,小凡脸上布满阴云,姐姐不知该说些什么。 目送清叶离去,每个人都很沉默,似乎都明白了什么。 姐,你该对我说些什么?林晨问。 你想知道什么?对于他的提问姐姐不意外。 你应该知道。 你想知道清叶有没有想你,还是想知道清叶想不想挽回你?姐姐有点冷酷。 原来你们什么都知道。 小凡现在是你女朋友,即使清叶后悔抛弃你,但你现在必须好好爱小凡。 你没权利阻止我。林晨像发怒的狮子。 你想像当初清叶伤害你一样伤害小凡吗? 林晨沉默。 你好自为之。姐姐冷冷地扔给她一句话。 小凡没问姐姐关于清叶的任何事,姐姐佩服她。她懂得尊重一个人的隐私。 林晨爸爸病了,小凡前前后后忙碌着。做饭成了她的又一职责,她毫无怨言。也许,她已把自己当成了林晨家庭的一分子。 六 假期又一次结束,林晨回了学校。这里气候干燥,与南方水乡有着天壤之别。 小凡在外租了房子,让林晨搬去同住,林晨拒绝了。小凡说他不爱她,林晨说怎么样才算爱你?小凡不语,林晨说这样挺好,她说随便。 好友小谦问林晨。 爱情顺利吗? 也许吧! 怎么了? 我是一个不愿为爱情而活的人。 你很现实。 爱情本来就是一场游戏,一场梦。 你的心是冷的。 男人永远是在爱情里被彻底伤害的人。 你不应该这么认为。 男人本来就是易骗的。 你很极端。 爱情本来就不对等。 世上没有完美的事。 是啊,这本来就是一个还存在爱情但可以没有爱情的年代。 好友小谦惊呆了。因为林晨的话。 林晨彻底忘记了清叶,他的眼神已经告诉了世人一切。小凡感动了他。清叶再没出现过,也许她在新加坡生活得比他们每一个人都好。 林晨牵着小凡的手穿过大街小巷。天桥上,一个盲人在卖唱,警察让他离开,影响市容。小凡掏出仅有的硬币,一共2枚,一枚一元,扔进被警察踢得老远的碗里,很清脆的声音。警察怒视小凡,路人好奇地看着小凡,林晨忙拉着她走出了人围。 表哥王辉再度失恋。又一个女人抛弃他投入别人怀抱。表哥再也无心恋爱。远走新加坡! 昏暗的走廊里,林晨紧紧握着表哥的手,不说话,静得足以让人窒息。林晨的心对他说不该低头,该愧疚的不是他。 你是女的多好呀,那世界上就又多了一个爱我的女人。临走的时候,王辉对林晨说。他的眼泪打湿了林晨的衬衣,受此影响,林晨的泪也开始滑落。 经过了这么多,看着身边的朋友一个个被爱情折磨,林晨剪掉了所有的头发,戴上了小凡送的帽子。他已不再需要过去那种压抑的生活了,他要重新开始。 流星雨夜,林晨与小凡狂奔于欢呼的人群里,流星雨出现那一刻,小凡摘下手腕上的许愿星,那是林晨送给她的,林晨说里面有他的梦。 小凡指着闪烁的流星雨说她的眼泪在飞,林晨说你该许个愿,小凡笑笑说已经没有梦了。只要能跟你在一起。于是,林晨双掌合一,在心里悄悄许下一个愿望,希望小凡像流星般闪亮夺目。 小凡留了长发,她说用长发来遮盖过去的她。因为过去短发残酷的她已不存在。她想和林晨过另一种生活。对于清叶,林晨默默祝福她。 七 时间记载了太多,大学生活有许多变动。林晨习惯了在缓缓畅流的日子里默默固定那份安静。安静给了他更多的思考,让他对已走过的路看得更为清晰。 我的风筝确定了,就是你。林晨对小凡说。 你不后悔吗? 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