I missed such a person, the ups and downs of my heart became out of order, and the tea and rice became not Fragrant. I just thought quietly: where are you? What are you doing now? What have you experienced during this period of time? Just thinking so inexplicably, without any movement, there was a stirring heart hidden under the seemingly stiff expression. I don’t know why I miss him so much, thinking day and night and even couldn’t fall asleep, but I dare not pull out such a thin string to let him hear the colorful throbbing in his heart. That is the colorful heart of a young man, and that heart is full of the color of hope. The reason why it is gorgeous is that there is such a spiritual sustenance, though at ease. It is like neon, and the reason why it is dazzling is that it keeps flickering and changing. And the color in your heart is given by you. You used to be gentle to me like water, so that I can’t help being moved by it. I want to spend all the wonderful days with you and do the best things I think with you. I believe that love and life are so beautiful, just because of your appearance, it makes me full of longing and fantasy for the future. But everything is not as beautiful as I imagined. I don’t know that after a few days of happy days, you told me that you would disappoint me, although you didn’t explain the reason, but it is enough to make me hide out of the clouds. We are no longer intimate. My character tells me that it only needs a simple sentence to alienate a person. I am such an unreasonable person, that is also because in my mind, every word you say carries infinite power, either making me happy and sweet, or tearing my heart apart, and you break into my life, it makes me crazy. Gradually, my heart told me that it was tired and I didn’t want to suffer any more because of you. Although all this amused me and had a short-term beauty, all this would eventually go away, I am reluctant, reluctant to let go like this, but life is like this maybe too much reluctant, but sometimes, letting go is the best choice. Thinking of someone, the heart of thinking stopped beating, broken, rolled, the original warm body also became cold, thinking of a person without hope, originally, I love fantasy, but it is unreasonable for me to think about a person. I know the result but still try my best to find reasons in my heart to excuse him from thinking about a person like this.

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